Apr 30, 2004 11:54
yeah so the joy of being a heartless bitch is finding out that OH NO i have a heart surprise surprise! ah im such a bad person and even tho i am not really religious i am going to go to hell or some form of an underworld or something but i mean whoa im a bitch... i mean the last few weeks i have been mean to a certain person and then today i meet her mother and i find out that she has been saying all of these great things about me and WOW i felt like the worlds worst bitch and i mean that... so shoot me i mean what is with me lately? i mean i am actually caring when i am mean to people! i never ever do that... and all of the sudden i want to be nice to the whole world and all this shit and man i feel like i could go save someone right now and it would be the most rewarding thing in the world and so i am like the ONLY 16 yr old who wants to go save the world and be selfless what is with that??? why cant i be normal for a change?! blah blah blah! Chris im glad we are just friends actually bcuz it would be so awkward! yeah yeah so whats the dealio... !!!!!BRITTNEY YOU ARE THE BEST SINGER EVER!!! LAUREN IS AN AWESOME SINGER!!!!!!!!!!