Oct 19, 2003 15:06
im feeling very inadequate today. and i felt inadequate yesterday. and i will feel inadequate tomorrow. and i hope that im spelling inadequate correctly.
i dont understand whats wrong with me. when i made my schedule for this year, i was really excited, because all im taking this semester is ap portfolio and photo and creative writing and musical theatre... classes that im supposed to take. classes that were made for me to take. classes that i would own. but now its not working and i dont know why. my poetry lacks importance, all of the prose that i write is bland. my subject matter for photo is trite and boring. i feel so out of my element... and thats a bad feeling to have, especially when it comes to self expression.
i got the scad packet this weekend too. my mom asked me why i wasnt in the picture, and i was like "uh, because all the cool kids were out getting sushi." i miss you guys hardcore. cant you all just live under my bed or something?
peace out.