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Vacation is almost over!!
Thank God, I want to go back.
Went to burlington today with my professor/ director and the lead and fellow dancer, Gina.
We went into "good stuff" looking for ideas and a whip for the show. That must have been a sight. An older guy, probably 45. Gina who is tall, but looks 15 and myself.
Oh well, we had a good time and a yummy lunch at sweetwaters.
I get to see Josh in a few days!! YAY.
Okay, there's been something on my mind for the past few days and it's driving me nuts.
I want to get married by the time I'm 25, 26. I want to start having kids by 28- women in my family, believe it or not, stop having children around 39, 40 years old. No pun intended, I need to hop on the stick. So if I want to be married by 25, then I should be engaged by 23, 24. I want to date someone for at least 3 or 4 years before I decided if I want to marry them. That means that I need to start dating the man I plan on marrying by the time I'm 20 or 21. That's like...6 months.
If thats not fucking scary I'm not sure what is. I should be enjoying my mostly carefree love life. I love Josh. DO I tell him this? probably not for a while. If we hit 21 and we're still together, maybe.
I just thought I'd share.
XOXOXOX
Thank God, I want to go back.
Went to burlington today with my professor/ director and the lead and fellow dancer, Gina.
We went into "good stuff" looking for ideas and a whip for the show. That must have been a sight. An older guy, probably 45. Gina who is tall, but looks 15 and myself.
Oh well, we had a good time and a yummy lunch at sweetwaters.
I get to see Josh in a few days!! YAY.
Okay, there's been something on my mind for the past few days and it's driving me nuts.
I want to get married by the time I'm 25, 26. I want to start having kids by 28- women in my family, believe it or not, stop having children around 39, 40 years old. No pun intended, I need to hop on the stick. So if I want to be married by 25, then I should be engaged by 23, 24. I want to date someone for at least 3 or 4 years before I decided if I want to marry them. That means that I need to start dating the man I plan on marrying by the time I'm 20 or 21. That's like...6 months.
If thats not fucking scary I'm not sure what is. I should be enjoying my mostly carefree love life. I love Josh. DO I tell him this? probably not for a while. If we hit 21 and we're still together, maybe.
I just thought I'd share.
XOXOXOX