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Still love my uke. Didn't make it to the Circle but will go this month. Found some new practice sites and made some new uke friends online. My friend who went to the Circle with me was given a uke for her birthday at our party (she has the same birthday as me) and so now we will both go to our first Ukulele Circle together with our new ukes for the first time. (i hope)
Had a wonderful birthday party at the Commodore Bowling Lanes. We did 5 pin with the little balls. I even won the first game with 115 points. It was really fun. We had an In, On, or Around The Water theme and people dressed as pirates and a half-Octopus-half-human creature and a sailor and a dead surfer and/or wore shirts with water animals. I went as a stingray in my lovely creature towel that CS gave me for a different birthday. Someone made a bunch of pirate hats for the folks without costumes. It was very nice to have a party. Most years I kinda mostly ignore my birthday so this was a nice change. The other b-day person and I ended up going out for food really late to cap off the night. I am very much super fond of her. I am so glad we ended up being friends.
I went for my first long bike ride on the new bike a new friend gave me just before XMAS. It is quite a wonderful bike and I took it through its paces. It snowed the night before so it was muddy and wet and cold and still the bike went everywhere I asked it to, though I did have to push it through the deep gravel of the playground where I want to photo or film and orgy. I went all through the park and along a long part of the seawall and then to buy a lock and then with the loved one's help I got it locked into the bike locker here in our new building. I'm excited to take it out again, soon. Possibly on Thursday for a ride with The Llama.
Settling into the new place. Still have way too much stuff, or at least I haven't figured out how to fit it all into my room yet. I have figured out how I want my room set up, I think, but I haven't gotten the furnishings I need to get things placed somewhere instead of just stacked every which every where.
I took out some of my art that I made ages ago and had stored away in hiding places in the old place. It is enjoyable to look at it and realize that I have talents in many mediums. It is inspiring. I hope to frame some things and put them up here in the new house so others can see it. It will also hopefully inspire me to get the silly scans done and start making prints available. I also was given back a bunch of my best work from long ago by someone who was supposed to put it online but lost them instead. She finally found them when she moved and returned them. It is nice to have them back. Things have been pretty chaotic and Spring is always stressful so right now art is more about appreciating what I have done and can do than about making more of it. I hope to make more of it soon. It is really soothing and makes me feel gifted. As if a gift flows through me and out my fingers and into my eyes.
Tomorrow I have a date. I am happy about this date. I am happy to be back seeing this person for dates more regularly again after things went to big change in their life. I like them very much and enjoy our time together. And we finally got over (or I got over) this hurdle around kissing and have figured out I very much like kissing with them after doing so for the first time recently due to a great for me game of spin the bottle. Oh, how spin-the-bottle has been such a great game in my life. I have had some of my most memorable body-felt experiences through that game. Especially at orgies. Mind you, orgies have really been such a great thing in my life, in general. Some people have feasts or rituals, I have orgies.
Now I am off to bed. Hopefully, for the first time since the first night I slept here, I will not have nightmares that take place in this apartment. I have never had nightmares that happen in places I live or mostly ever even in places I recognize so these are especially uncomfortable. The other night I even dreamed I came upon my roomie in the bath with his hands cut off and sitting on his chest. It was unpleasant. I even had one which caused me to scream out loud one of the first nights here. So much so that my loved one had to shake me awake. It probably has to do with not eating right and stress around moving and worries about money, but it is yukky nonetheless and I would like it to stop. It takes the fun out of going to sleep.
Oh well. Tonight I shall read an engaging book and hope that at least if I have a nightmare it takes place in that story instead of my own.
Had a wonderful birthday party at the Commodore Bowling Lanes. We did 5 pin with the little balls. I even won the first game with 115 points. It was really fun. We had an In, On, or Around The Water theme and people dressed as pirates and a half-Octopus-half-human creature and a sailor and a dead surfer and/or wore shirts with water animals. I went as a stingray in my lovely creature towel that CS gave me for a different birthday. Someone made a bunch of pirate hats for the folks without costumes. It was very nice to have a party. Most years I kinda mostly ignore my birthday so this was a nice change. The other b-day person and I ended up going out for food really late to cap off the night. I am very much super fond of her. I am so glad we ended up being friends.
I went for my first long bike ride on the new bike a new friend gave me just before XMAS. It is quite a wonderful bike and I took it through its paces. It snowed the night before so it was muddy and wet and cold and still the bike went everywhere I asked it to, though I did have to push it through the deep gravel of the playground where I want to photo or film and orgy. I went all through the park and along a long part of the seawall and then to buy a lock and then with the loved one's help I got it locked into the bike locker here in our new building. I'm excited to take it out again, soon. Possibly on Thursday for a ride with The Llama.
Settling into the new place. Still have way too much stuff, or at least I haven't figured out how to fit it all into my room yet. I have figured out how I want my room set up, I think, but I haven't gotten the furnishings I need to get things placed somewhere instead of just stacked every which every where.
I took out some of my art that I made ages ago and had stored away in hiding places in the old place. It is enjoyable to look at it and realize that I have talents in many mediums. It is inspiring. I hope to frame some things and put them up here in the new house so others can see it. It will also hopefully inspire me to get the silly scans done and start making prints available. I also was given back a bunch of my best work from long ago by someone who was supposed to put it online but lost them instead. She finally found them when she moved and returned them. It is nice to have them back. Things have been pretty chaotic and Spring is always stressful so right now art is more about appreciating what I have done and can do than about making more of it. I hope to make more of it soon. It is really soothing and makes me feel gifted. As if a gift flows through me and out my fingers and into my eyes.
Tomorrow I have a date. I am happy about this date. I am happy to be back seeing this person for dates more regularly again after things went to big change in their life. I like them very much and enjoy our time together. And we finally got over (or I got over) this hurdle around kissing and have figured out I very much like kissing with them after doing so for the first time recently due to a great for me game of spin the bottle. Oh, how spin-the-bottle has been such a great game in my life. I have had some of my most memorable body-felt experiences through that game. Especially at orgies. Mind you, orgies have really been such a great thing in my life, in general. Some people have feasts or rituals, I have orgies.
Now I am off to bed. Hopefully, for the first time since the first night I slept here, I will not have nightmares that take place in this apartment. I have never had nightmares that happen in places I live or mostly ever even in places I recognize so these are especially uncomfortable. The other night I even dreamed I came upon my roomie in the bath with his hands cut off and sitting on his chest. It was unpleasant. I even had one which caused me to scream out loud one of the first nights here. So much so that my loved one had to shake me awake. It probably has to do with not eating right and stress around moving and worries about money, but it is yukky nonetheless and I would like it to stop. It takes the fun out of going to sleep.
Oh well. Tonight I shall read an engaging book and hope that at least if I have a nightmare it takes place in that story instead of my own.