so sick and tired
this whole weekend i went out even tho i felt like shit cuz u know what i wanted to friday went to a concert it was sweet! saterday wasnt planning on doing much but at night hung out with andy and rachel came home sunday wasnt feeling good cuz i slept like shit then getting 5 in the morning phone calls that freak me out...anyways sunday i was like eh i might not do anything then laura wanted to hang out i was like why the hell not was fine until like 6 my ears were bugging the shit out of me so i passed out for almost 2 hours at her house lol ooops went to sleep light woke up dark! lol we went and played pool i have had better times not im getting into much im just annoyed 100% still am
ok im going to get into something call me what u wish whatever i dont care but im sick of being peoples ears all the time then the rare time im like yeah something is bugging me cuz if anyone really knows me i deal with shit my own ways dont really talk to many about shit unless ur really close to me but with this person i was in the need of there ear i tell them what happend and they start to talk about themself i was like thanks for the ear man..also im sick of not being able to trust anyone its so annoying im sick of having to always have my walls up and as soon as i start to let it down i get hurt one way or another there very few in my life that when i let that wall down are still here for me everyday and i thanks those people u know who u are
well im going to work later all
ok im going to get into something call me what u wish whatever i dont care but im sick of being peoples ears all the time then the rare time im like yeah something is bugging me cuz if anyone really knows me i deal with shit my own ways dont really talk to many about shit unless ur really close to me but with this person i was in the need of there ear i tell them what happend and they start to talk about themself i was like thanks for the ear man..also im sick of not being able to trust anyone its so annoying im sick of having to always have my walls up and as soon as i start to let it down i get hurt one way or another there very few in my life that when i let that wall down are still here for me everyday and i thanks those people u know who u are
well im going to work later all