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so i feel like i haven't written in this thing in a million years, but it has only been a week. its insane how slowly time is passing while i'm here. i guess its because i'm in the middle of fucking nowhere and nothing happens to make time pass faster. damn. i really do hate it here
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everyone has to get used to change. whether it's at a college 6 hours away, at home with none of the people that you're so used to having around, or trying to balance going to work and school 5 to 6 days a week. it's bound to happen. but if you aren't ready for it, then you shouldn't shove yourself into it. at the end of senior year you might have thought that you were ready. i didn't think that i was. but staying behind with none of the people that i've had be my balance forever has taught me that if anything, i'm more than ready to leave and start new. i'd tell you to just give it time. i can't even begin to tell you how many phone calls i've gotten from friends at college saying that they don't like it, that they aren't ready for this big of a change. some of the phone calls have stopped. i think that it just takes a long time to get used to all of the change; some people can adapt to it faster. maybe you just haven't. give it time. i kinda think that it's easier to come home, then it is to go back to some place you've already been. wait it out. and let me know if you do decide to come home. i'd be glad to have somebody new to hang around.
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