Trying to get past it
I have decided that i am going to get over this.....so it's not meant to be right now....maybe later.....or maybe i will find someone new....who knows.....but i do know that i want to be his friend....i want to be his chick friend that he can be comfortable coming to for advice....ya know......i still want to hang out and everything.....but anyway....who knows what will happen only time will tell....i have realized that i am becoming very addicted to this thing....i dont even right in my own journal anymore....i guess it is just easier to type.....tab and rackle made me feel soo much better....it is amazing how a card, a flower, and a bear can make you feel better....its kind of like the bear is there to take his place.....and the cards and the flower just show that you have really great friends that will be there for you no matter what.....Thanx guys.....