Wishful thinking
This is going to sound like a rant but it's more like a daydream gone too far.
Ever since Bryan and I went wondering downtown, I've had this vision of Antony and I sharing a two bedroom on the outsskirs near here Bryan will soon be. and going back 'n forth between that and Bryan's place and having my Roosy in a place with fewer people and animals. And I would do all the cleaning and some of the cooking and my room would look like a sewing/study, and Anthony's would look like a living room/liberry, and the living room would look like a living room/work place for Maggie to pait if she so wished. and then we'd go to work, cause we'd be done with school by then, and come home sometime or not as we pleased and I could hang out at the Waffle with Franco and Bryan and Chad and others that would come in there and then we'd see more of Non and Maggie at times. I don't know how she works into my fantices but i know she would be there cause there's no way for her to not be there.
Anyway this just is in my head and i wish it could be. and i wish it could be soon. but I've got to finesh school and i'm going to do that in Greeley cause I like it up here. and it'd be way less stress to just do it. Man after you have to work for every little thing and understand how much work is worth, a workload doesn't seem so hard to me.
this is life and life is what ever i make it. truly the only options are the ones i choose and i can truly do anything if i just take the frist step up to the door, knock and ask. and it's as easy and as hard as all that. but when i live as i have lived, things just seem to make so much more sense.
Ever since Bryan and I went wondering downtown, I've had this vision of Antony and I sharing a two bedroom on the outsskirs near here Bryan will soon be. and going back 'n forth between that and Bryan's place and having my Roosy in a place with fewer people and animals. And I would do all the cleaning and some of the cooking and my room would look like a sewing/study, and Anthony's would look like a living room/liberry, and the living room would look like a living room/work place for Maggie to pait if she so wished. and then we'd go to work, cause we'd be done with school by then, and come home sometime or not as we pleased and I could hang out at the Waffle with Franco and Bryan and Chad and others that would come in there and then we'd see more of Non and Maggie at times. I don't know how she works into my fantices but i know she would be there cause there's no way for her to not be there.
Anyway this just is in my head and i wish it could be. and i wish it could be soon. but I've got to finesh school and i'm going to do that in Greeley cause I like it up here. and it'd be way less stress to just do it. Man after you have to work for every little thing and understand how much work is worth, a workload doesn't seem so hard to me.
this is life and life is what ever i make it. truly the only options are the ones i choose and i can truly do anything if i just take the frist step up to the door, knock and ask. and it's as easy and as hard as all that. but when i live as i have lived, things just seem to make so much more sense.