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This is just going to be a quicky.
I know I have fallen off the face of the earth but I can explain why.
First off I no longer have a dad, he pretty much told me he wanted nothing to do with me and I had 1 week to get out of his home. When he moves to Florida he doesnt want to see me or my brother. He also got the boot. Not only did we get the boot but so did Jackson. I looked everywhere for a home for him but no one could take him. On Sunday night Jackson and I slept at my Grandmas house because we were pretty much homeless. I got to spend a lot of time with him I took him back home thinking my Dad would change and let him live here till at least he moved or sold the house. That wouldnt happen because he kept telling me to get the dog out. On Wednesday before work I came back home crying I picked up Jackson took him to the vet to put him down. I cried some more and went out to the wooded area behind my work (the vet) everyone from inside came out to see what was going on and we all pet jack and talked to him. Carrie (she's such an angel) told me she could take Jackson home. The rest of the day he just hung out with me at work I didnt even cage him unless I had to. He has a lot of stress issues when he is at the vet more then any other dog I have seen. Right before we were going to leave I took him outside and hugged him and cried some more. we came back him and he started to gasp for air, he was going to die. He couldnt be with out me. His color on his tounge and gums started to turn blue I then told Carrie and Vicky it was time and to go ahead and do it and I'll be down in a little bit. I lost my best friend. He was everything to me and I had him more than half of my life. I guess it went well. They told me he laid there and it went to nice. I came back down when my mom got there and just hugged him and sobbed. I know if he was never taken from his home it wouldnt have happend. Im going to get him cremated. Yesterday work was hard, I saw the guys come pick up my dog who was in a black body bag. Horrible! I only hope you dont ever have to see that. I got an appartment and Im all moved in. I should be happy but im not. I lost my best friend, I lost my Dad, my parents divorse is final, and I got kicked out all because I was at my moms boyfriends house. This week has been nuts. You wont see me online much because we havent gotten out computer yet. If anyone wants to get ahold of me call my cell.
I know I have fallen off the face of the earth but I can explain why.
First off I no longer have a dad, he pretty much told me he wanted nothing to do with me and I had 1 week to get out of his home. When he moves to Florida he doesnt want to see me or my brother. He also got the boot. Not only did we get the boot but so did Jackson. I looked everywhere for a home for him but no one could take him. On Sunday night Jackson and I slept at my Grandmas house because we were pretty much homeless. I got to spend a lot of time with him I took him back home thinking my Dad would change and let him live here till at least he moved or sold the house. That wouldnt happen because he kept telling me to get the dog out. On Wednesday before work I came back home crying I picked up Jackson took him to the vet to put him down. I cried some more and went out to the wooded area behind my work (the vet) everyone from inside came out to see what was going on and we all pet jack and talked to him. Carrie (she's such an angel) told me she could take Jackson home. The rest of the day he just hung out with me at work I didnt even cage him unless I had to. He has a lot of stress issues when he is at the vet more then any other dog I have seen. Right before we were going to leave I took him outside and hugged him and cried some more. we came back him and he started to gasp for air, he was going to die. He couldnt be with out me. His color on his tounge and gums started to turn blue I then told Carrie and Vicky it was time and to go ahead and do it and I'll be down in a little bit. I lost my best friend. He was everything to me and I had him more than half of my life. I guess it went well. They told me he laid there and it went to nice. I came back down when my mom got there and just hugged him and sobbed. I know if he was never taken from his home it wouldnt have happend. Im going to get him cremated. Yesterday work was hard, I saw the guys come pick up my dog who was in a black body bag. Horrible! I only hope you dont ever have to see that. I got an appartment and Im all moved in. I should be happy but im not. I lost my best friend, I lost my Dad, my parents divorse is final, and I got kicked out all because I was at my moms boyfriends house. This week has been nuts. You wont see me online much because we havent gotten out computer yet. If anyone wants to get ahold of me call my cell.