Long lost people....
I cant believe i just got off the phone with a person i havent talked to in years....
I dont know how i feel about it yet, i guess i wish more had changed for the better but its headed in the right direction so i cant really complain....
I know that we are both not the same people and i hope she realizes that too.... hopefully all the petty bullshit can be in the best and we can all live in peace and get along and know that there are only 3 people that have a higher priority in book than anyone else but all people i know are important to me and that deep down i really love them all no matter what has happened or will happen i am a very forgiving person but i do not forget and i am the last person that needs to be reminded of something that made many upset especailly if i was one of them... yes i was devistated and yes i really hated you for a long time but i have moved on my wounds have healed and i willing to try again but know that if you hurt me again i will not handle it the same way i can be mean a real bitch and believe you wont ever see or speak to me again and i really dont want that to happen i am stressing over this more than youll ever know.. when hurt comes as easily as it seems to be coming to me lately this is not something i am taking lightly......
I hope i have made the right decision....
~Lil Angel~
I dont know how i feel about it yet, i guess i wish more had changed for the better but its headed in the right direction so i cant really complain....
I know that we are both not the same people and i hope she realizes that too.... hopefully all the petty bullshit can be in the best and we can all live in peace and get along and know that there are only 3 people that have a higher priority in book than anyone else but all people i know are important to me and that deep down i really love them all no matter what has happened or will happen i am a very forgiving person but i do not forget and i am the last person that needs to be reminded of something that made many upset especailly if i was one of them... yes i was devistated and yes i really hated you for a long time but i have moved on my wounds have healed and i willing to try again but know that if you hurt me again i will not handle it the same way i can be mean a real bitch and believe you wont ever see or speak to me again and i really dont want that to happen i am stressing over this more than youll ever know.. when hurt comes as easily as it seems to be coming to me lately this is not something i am taking lightly......
I hope i have made the right decision....
~Lil Angel~