brave new girl is awesome!

Apr 26, 2004 19:50

okay so im actually updating on a semi-regualar basis. dont get your hopes up kids it probably wont last long. im taking care of becky's baby, aaron carter, at the moment. he doesnt look anything like her, hahahaha.

life is life i guess. sometimes its great, sometimes its bad. sometimes you laugh, sometimes you cry. but its life, and you learn from it, and the stuff you learn is usually worth it. or at least the stuff i have learned has been worth every tear and every frown.

im sorry for stressing you out for so long. and im sorry i made it hard for you to tell me. but i am willing so set the past and the future aside and continue on with being best friends, because i care about you and i dont think i could handle living life with out 7th heaven, getting lost, surfing but not really surfing trips, good movies, making up scary stories, sneaking out your window, random adventures, finding wierdo ways to get scared, crazy kidnappings, exploring, beautiful sunsets, and being able to talk about anything i can or need to with you.

im scared to be left alone after graduation. i realized how hard its going to be not having elaine or katy or chrissie to turn to when im in hysteric upset tears and all i need is someone to talk to, or knock some sense into me, or tell me everythings going to be just fine. i dont think im capable of telling myself those things and actually believing it.

well katy is farting on me and telling me to get off the damn computer, and to not be trendy or try to hard to act/look like the kids at the concert on may 7th. peace and love
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