freedom

[littleally]

Do you ever want to live in a moment? Savor it. Drink it. Consume it. Because once it's gone, it wont leave, but linger and at least if you somehow ingest it, it'll stay? i had a conversation with someone today who i had a few moments of total connection with, and seems to give me a comfort when we talk, one that i havent had in a long time. the feeling that no matter what you say, their view of you isnt being changed and that you can just be. no question. we talked for two hours today- i had no idea it was so long, and probably would have talked all night, we could have. the talk that releases you from a captivity you didnt know existed. or makes you smile when the world is a bit grey= but you dont expect it to smile= you just want someone to experience it, but they do more somehow. the conversation has ended but it hasnt left.
i haven't had those conversations in a long time. im relieved. im free.