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All I want is to feel, something. Something other than this complete emptiness, and the bitterness that coincides it.
Maybe if I believed in God I would ask him to spare me this, to send someone or something that could make me truly smile... but I don't and perhaps thats part of the emptiness.
Maybe if I were more trusting, I could find someone to fill that space... but I'm to trusting so I try to keep people out.
I am utterly numb, and a bit of warmth is all I need.
Maybe if I believed in God I would ask him to spare me this, to send someone or something that could make me truly smile... but I don't and perhaps thats part of the emptiness.
Maybe if I were more trusting, I could find someone to fill that space... but I'm to trusting so I try to keep people out.
I am utterly numb, and a bit of warmth is all I need.