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I listened for over three months all the things he could do when his place of work closed. He didn't even try any of those options. One man told him a piece of false information and now they are leaving. I watched as they made plans for the children to stay-just for a little while longer, I volunteered time so they could. The damn country hick is so concerned about something that is nothing, he's feeding a false fear and now they are just going to be gone. I've listened to that man talk for ten years, and I've just now realised its all bull shit. He knows how to talk, and thats it. My sister, my dude, my babydoll, and my baby are leaving. I'm going to have another little girl in my life and I'll get to know her over two week Christmas vacations- somehow he thinks that makes it okay. Sure it is, there's no difference between two times a week and two weeks a year.
I hate him.
More than anything.
Maybe I wouldn't feel this way if I had never listned. But I did listen, and so I do feel. And it disgust me that I can honestly say I hate someone I once cared for so much, but I can barely stand the sound of his voice, of his lies, let alone look at him.
I once had a friend tell me, "I'm utterly convinced that we meet everyone we meet for a specific reason. And when it's done we are either meant to keep in contact or disconnect...it's life." I thikn I could let them go, and bare no hard feelings if I didn't have to let the ones I love go on the basis of a lie.
Before he left for his interview he kept telling us that my sister SAID that if they offered him this amount of money they would have to go-he wanted to stay but she had stood firm. When he came back my sister told me that she didn't want to leave, but he was just so excited all she could do was support him- he begam saying that they'd offered him enough, but its not.
He's taking them away and I hate him more than anything. We asked for more time to say good bye and he's just going to take them.
I've never hated anyone this much, and God it hurts, but I do... I just wish it could make them stay. I don't want to lose them... I don't want to see them once a year, I want to see them all year... And he's just taking them.
They're just going to be gone. And I can't take that. I've given up so much so they can be here. I gave up my youth. I gave up Saturday nights. I gave up fun times with my friends. I've given up "expirementation". I've given up things I don't know about, so they can be here. And he's just going to take them.
I hate you, with all my being, with all my passion, with almost more than I can stand, I hate you.
I hate him.
More than anything.
Maybe I wouldn't feel this way if I had never listned. But I did listen, and so I do feel. And it disgust me that I can honestly say I hate someone I once cared for so much, but I can barely stand the sound of his voice, of his lies, let alone look at him.
I once had a friend tell me, "I'm utterly convinced that we meet everyone we meet for a specific reason. And when it's done we are either meant to keep in contact or disconnect...it's life." I thikn I could let them go, and bare no hard feelings if I didn't have to let the ones I love go on the basis of a lie.
Before he left for his interview he kept telling us that my sister SAID that if they offered him this amount of money they would have to go-he wanted to stay but she had stood firm. When he came back my sister told me that she didn't want to leave, but he was just so excited all she could do was support him- he begam saying that they'd offered him enough, but its not.
He's taking them away and I hate him more than anything. We asked for more time to say good bye and he's just going to take them.
I've never hated anyone this much, and God it hurts, but I do... I just wish it could make them stay. I don't want to lose them... I don't want to see them once a year, I want to see them all year... And he's just taking them.
They're just going to be gone. And I can't take that. I've given up so much so they can be here. I gave up my youth. I gave up Saturday nights. I gave up fun times with my friends. I've given up "expirementation". I've given up things I don't know about, so they can be here. And he's just going to take them.
I hate you, with all my being, with all my passion, with almost more than I can stand, I hate you.