Dec 20, 2004 16:11
ok so it was ridiculous that we went to school today, i wanted to cry during second block i was so mad that we were there. Not to mention teachers are cramming as much as possible into the next 4 days, and i am not in the mood to work- stupid school!
off that topic i am sooo ready for vacation and all the fun it is going to bring!! Ok so Christmas? Presents of course, but really all my family is home and i love it when there is five of us, ok so its kinda crowded, but i dont really mind during the holidays. And New Years eve is always fun :) not to mention all the relaxation time we're going to get. I plan on just hanging out with people i dont normally get to see because of stupid scheduales. I'm very excited, teehee!
side note, what makes people think they're better than others. Like i can see someones (i'm leaving out names in this whole thing) just tool on another person all day long, and that other person will lap is up because they think thats the way of the world. God is pisses me off! We're all on the same level and i cant beleive anyone would think any less, i want to scream "get some self-respect!!!!" I treat everyone the same unless they've done something to show that they deserve less or more, which is not many people. God some poeple are so big-headed, i could never think i was better than anyone, i think i'd feel bad about myself if i was making fun of someone to their face. if only i could change the world....
oh yes the reunion was this weekend! It was really great to see everyone but really being stuck at SRT is not the funnest time ever. I love those people so incredibly much, and i realized how little we see each other. We all need to hang out way more, I just know those are the people I'm going to keep in touch with for a long time. We're all just so goofy and can be ourselves with each other, our energy when we're together is so comfortable. Yay for those wonderful people that keep me sane :)
besides that i'm just struggling to get through the week with work done and being on leaving everyone on good terms. My friends are so super but i feel like latetly we're just getting bored with each other. i dont know maybe i'm just weird. Seriously though i feel like no one really cares about each other that much, or we dont really show it blatently. that kinda makes me sad because how else am i supposed to know who is going to protect me in hard situations? a break will be good. and i bet when we all get together again it'll be fun. Gosh we've had some fun times, i just think we're all ready to get out of school.
well i think thats all for now! If i dont talk to any of you before, Have a Merry Christmas!!!