I don't really know how to explain. In fact I don't wanna get into too much detail because it hurts.
My dog, Cupcake, who was my lil girl, died this morning between 3:30 - 7am. After examining her I believe she had actually passed around 4:30 or so. She was a rot/pit bull mix.
My lil brother was with her in her final moments. Stayed up with her til she fell asleep. My father and mother found her this morning and I got a phone call shortly after.
My family and I've been crying a ton. And am trying to fight emotion with excessive logic. So I'm working and being extremely productive.
She was my lil girl. She was my guard dog. She was my companion. I've had her since she was 6 weeks old an it's been 9 1/2 years. I loved that dog like a family member.
God, I feel pathetic, but I miss my dog...
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