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just got back from travis'. it was a lot of fun. reminded me of the summer. oh god i miss the summer. cant wait until its here. but ne way at the start it was a very emotional night sooo i drank all my worries away, but then they didnt go away so i drank more. but then i noticed they didnt go away so i gave up and like passed out at like 4 or something. then i got up this morn. and my worries were still there so im going to go back to bed. but i prolly wont be able to sleep so yah...good stuff..:/ i have a lot of thinking to do about some stuuuuffff and its really really hard to think about it and not get all upset sooo in conclusion, this sux. sad, pissed, confused, used, guilty, some what happy, hopeful, tired, hungry, regretful. oh god so many things going through my head. i need to just STOOOP thinking about it. sooo im off to bed. night night