Mar 03, 2004 00:28
wow its like 1:30 in the morn, im sick and i need to go to school tomorrow and i cant sleep so this is great. humph. things are slowly but surly getting better. i dont kno what i want but i kno what i shouldnt do sooo im going to stay away from that. i had a long talk with a couple people and it really helped. thanx.
i seem to be living in the past to much. i need to except the truth and stop being stupid, i started looking at colleges today. it made me sad i dont want to grow up. haha
keep having crazy dreams
today was really nice reminded me of the summer. goodtimes. holy shit i need to sleep. i think i have work tomorrow, not sure i should prolly find out eh. lol ooo welll.
went to senses fail concert on sunday. it was awesome. i crowd surfed!! it was awesome. danner and i are crazy. we met a lot of people which was pretty sweet. got invited to go to this concert on saturday that should be pretty sweet. im pumped if we end up going.
ok well im going to try to sleep again. toooootles
***
Everything is quiet since you're not around
And I live in the numbness now
In the background
I do the things we did before
I walk Haight Street to the store
And they say where's that crazy girl
You don't get drunk on red wine and fight no more
I don't see you anymore since the hospital
The plans I make still have you in them
Cause you come swimming into view
And I'm hanging on your words
Like I always used to do
The words they use so lightly
I only feel for you
I only know because I carry you around
In the background
I'm in the background
Words they come and memories all repeat
I lift your head while they change the hospital sheets
And I would never lie to you no
I would never lie to you no
I felt you long after we were through, we were through
The plans I make still have you in them
Cause you come swimming into view
And I'm hanging on your words
Like I always used to do
The words they use so lightly
I only feel for you
I only know because I carry you around
In the background
Cause I felt you long after we were through
Well you come swimming into view
And I'm hanging on your words
Like I always used to do
The words they use so lightly
I only feel to you
I only know because
I'm way I'm way in the background
I'm in the background
*** 3eb
good song!
yeye