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so i definitely have not updated this in wayyy too long.
i'm currently babysitting... the're obviously asleep or i wouldn't be on the computer.. not to mention the fact that it's 10:45pm.
so lately all i've done is work.. but that has it's up sides.
there's this guy that works at costco [it's right across the street] and he comes in allll the time.
wellll the other day he asked for my phone number.. and i gave it to him
and he called and on tuesday we're supposed to go out.
BUT!
[i feel sooo shallow saying this]
i think he's short :[
i mean.. i have no problem with like an inch or so but i think he's a lot shorter than me.
i'm 5'8.. that's pretty tall for a girl. AND i have 6 pairs of high heels that i don't want to have shelve just to date someone.
godddd i feel so bad even thinking that i wouldn't date someone just because of their height but i don't want to look like a giant next to him!
and it's so much worse because he's really cute and has a good job and he's SUPER nice. oh and he loves chinese food. and sour kraut. and he's funny. and cute!
i'm horrible. :[
in other news! i'm on a diet.
i've been REALLY good.
i stopped eating at the hell hole [arbys/work]
i've been having either weight control oat meal or special k for breakfast.
and then 2 v8s throughout the afternoon
and then i have a larger calorie meal for dinner before eight
and i don't eat after eight.
this was all fuled by the fact that my halloween costume came in the mail and it's SO short that i look about 5 feet wide when i put it on.
my hips have gotten out of controll.
so my goal is to be a little slimmer by halloween.
and i'm getting a spray tan about 5 days before my party so that i look good.
the costume is seriously so short that my butt cheeks all but hang out of it.
but it's pretty hot. and once i'm all tannish and slimmer, it'll be hot.
plus i bought REALLY hot shoes to go with.
[i'm being a 1920s flapper girl in case you didn't know that.]
hmmph.
anyway.
what now?
more work.
and hopefully more play.
god i need some play.....
i'm currently babysitting... the're obviously asleep or i wouldn't be on the computer.. not to mention the fact that it's 10:45pm.
so lately all i've done is work.. but that has it's up sides.
there's this guy that works at costco [it's right across the street] and he comes in allll the time.
wellll the other day he asked for my phone number.. and i gave it to him
and he called and on tuesday we're supposed to go out.
BUT!
[i feel sooo shallow saying this]
i think he's short :[
i mean.. i have no problem with like an inch or so but i think he's a lot shorter than me.
i'm 5'8.. that's pretty tall for a girl. AND i have 6 pairs of high heels that i don't want to have shelve just to date someone.
godddd i feel so bad even thinking that i wouldn't date someone just because of their height but i don't want to look like a giant next to him!
and it's so much worse because he's really cute and has a good job and he's SUPER nice. oh and he loves chinese food. and sour kraut. and he's funny. and cute!
i'm horrible. :[
in other news! i'm on a diet.
i've been REALLY good.
i stopped eating at the hell hole [arbys/work]
i've been having either weight control oat meal or special k for breakfast.
and then 2 v8s throughout the afternoon
and then i have a larger calorie meal for dinner before eight
and i don't eat after eight.
this was all fuled by the fact that my halloween costume came in the mail and it's SO short that i look about 5 feet wide when i put it on.
my hips have gotten out of controll.
so my goal is to be a little slimmer by halloween.
and i'm getting a spray tan about 5 days before my party so that i look good.
the costume is seriously so short that my butt cheeks all but hang out of it.
but it's pretty hot. and once i'm all tannish and slimmer, it'll be hot.
plus i bought REALLY hot shoes to go with.
[i'm being a 1920s flapper girl in case you didn't know that.]
hmmph.
anyway.
what now?
more work.
and hopefully more play.
god i need some play.....