I'm gonna miss you big kidd. real Big.
Loafy we're going to miss you
so this past whole week I've been meaning to spend some qaulity time with loaf. hasnt really been happening much. so when Loafy tells me i can come over today (he leaves tomorrow) and all we'd do is help him pack i was down.
fucking the things i do for my dawggs. I went to bed at 4:30. I set a billion alarms and made madd kids call me at 8 to wake me up. hahaha. I ended up waking up at 7:39 on my own will. I went over loafys at 10. 10 oclock a.m now a days seems real foreign for me too. Like t-e-n is just a bunch of french to me. hahahaha loafy MADAME.
Anyways we decided to take one last walk around main street. one last look at marlborough together. i treated the kid with starbucks. our favorite. we ended up going back to walgreens (they dont carry starbucks at starbucks) so i could purchase a permenant marker so we could brand our signature together "B+J" all over the city.
... brian and jason
we get back to loafys n he decides to give me shit loads of loads of shit. haha and larry brendan and amanda and christie were all present. everyone left and me and loafy just chilled. i was beginning to get real sad and shit about the whole thing. We branded one last thing. the sidewalk across from loafys house.
then loafy decided to cheer us up with some basketball hahahahaha an asian and a soccer player. what a combination.
Lindsey ended up coming which i thought was wicked cool of her. we chilled and talked about stuff. me n loafy saw her new ride and a lil bit of wescott on her shirt. haha i talked to wescott online too but i dont think he likes me.
But yo. its one thing when i move to another town. i mean i barely see 99/100 out of my "friends" anymore. so another thougth hit me today as well. where was everyone when loafy was leaving. and me? if all it takes is a 15 or 25 minute drive to end a friendship. fuck that. i can understand your folks not wanting to drive one night but if thats really gonna stop me from seeing all you. consider me saying it was nice to know you. ROT. anyways as i was saying if i barely see all my friends now a days loafy is never gonna see any of you. like ever. things just must be so hard. keep ya head up bro.
ive known loafy for less than a year but already hes won the right to say hes one of my best friends. i never knew he existed till f period on like the frist or second day of school. fuck he was even in my Home room this year but i didint see him at first. and loafy use to not like me cause he thought i was gay.
but once we started being around each other me n him just clicked. hahahaha it was the 4th day of school. F period with Wescott. beginning of the period this girl infront of us bends foward and i see her ass crack and i look over and loafys looking at me. haha we both crack up and we cant stop laughing the WHOLE period. i wont forget how hard i laughed or the look on everyones faces. everyone was serisouly like fuck off you gusy are so annoying. Wescott probably thought we were psychos cause hes known us for 4 days. i look over at kevin hes just like wtfff. and then i look over at lindsey and she probably thought i was a freak too haha taking in consideration my only other incounter with her.... me saying happy birthday to her at my birthday party. but theyre were so many memories in that class. ganstaville, when deangeli switched in ,lindsey not being able to use a protractor , "its 4/8ths not 1/2"
ever since then me and loafy were always a team in french and in homeroom. hahahaha and if any of you ever saw me and loafy in the halls. we owned life. kids hated us. our loud abnoctious singing. crazy nigger jokes. crazy randomly pushing random kids. ya thats right we were kings.
but on that last day of school. everyone was estactic about school being out. but i knew it was the last time i'd be able to be with loafy deangeli brendan allll the boys and feel that good together. i mean ya we hang out in the summer. but i knew next year wouldnt be the same. but i always thought it wouldnt be so bad cause id have my boys back in the boro to hang on too. well its hit me that shit is done with now. you guys are always my dawgs fo life but things are just that much different now.
i was having this conversation with lindsey cunningham the other day. haha the girl that looks alot like jo jo. we're not the closest friends but in that conversation i realized how much easier this life would be if i moved when i was younger. IM GOING TO BE A SOPHMORE IN HIGHSCHOOL. but i also realized that i wouldnt trade the memories with you guys at mhs for that. i just wouldnt. cause i dont think i could.
to my boys and girls,
stay true dawgs. stay true.