wow
so i def havn't written in here for exactly a month.
and i guess you can say i'm getting over matt.
slowly, but its happening. and its about time too.
its hard though. i mean. i don't like him anymore.
i just miss him thats all.
and since i haven't seen him in like.. 2 weeks. its weird.
or really have talked to him. just arguing and small talk.
and that sucks. but i told someone a secret of his.
and he got mad. but whatever, its not like everyone didn't know already.
and we're okay now. but haven't hung out for almost 2 weeks.
so maybe soon.
but out of this whole ordeal with matt. i have gotten to be good friends with meghan, becky and lots of other people from my public school. so everything happens for a reason and i guess this was one reason. but i've learned a lot of things in the past months that have taught me lots of lessons.
but life goes pretty easy on me most of the time.
so i guess i just have to move on.
and i know memories fade with everything else and i'll look back on it and say why did i put so much energy tears and fret into this boy?
just like i have before.
so i'll put a smile on my face and move on.
on another note..
amber is leaving in 3 days to go to scotland for 3 weeks. and i'm going to miss her so so much.. but she'll have fun. even thought shes positive she'll be dreadfully home sick within 3 days.s
um..what else is new. oh yah. 2 days a week i've been going to a family friend(Cathy)house to tutor her oldest daught tiana whos seven with spelling and such for my hours.so thats beeen going good and cathy is currently moving so we had her 6 month old daughter Madison here this past weekend. that was exciting and fun. except for all the puking.. that wasn't so good. but on saturday night we had a good byt party for amber with me, amber, brennah, lindsay, meghan, becky, kevin and adam. that was fun. talking about old times like when me and becky would play charlies angels at recess in grade 6.
or when me and meghan smoked fake cigarettes made with pencil shavings and cotton balls wrapped in paper.
its cuz we're just that cool..
and other than that. nothing interesting has happened at all.. today i'm just chillen at home. and tomorrow i'm going to ambers right after school then going to youth.. wednesday is ambers last day here so i'm skipping fifth to go over to her house to help her finish packing up and cleaning and what not.
then i have no idea what i'm doing.
but
this is getting pretty friggen long
<3 xoxox
and i guess you can say i'm getting over matt.
slowly, but its happening. and its about time too.
its hard though. i mean. i don't like him anymore.
i just miss him thats all.
and since i haven't seen him in like.. 2 weeks. its weird.
or really have talked to him. just arguing and small talk.
and that sucks. but i told someone a secret of his.
and he got mad. but whatever, its not like everyone didn't know already.
and we're okay now. but haven't hung out for almost 2 weeks.
so maybe soon.
but out of this whole ordeal with matt. i have gotten to be good friends with meghan, becky and lots of other people from my public school. so everything happens for a reason and i guess this was one reason. but i've learned a lot of things in the past months that have taught me lots of lessons.
but life goes pretty easy on me most of the time.
so i guess i just have to move on.
and i know memories fade with everything else and i'll look back on it and say why did i put so much energy tears and fret into this boy?
just like i have before.
so i'll put a smile on my face and move on.
on another note..
amber is leaving in 3 days to go to scotland for 3 weeks. and i'm going to miss her so so much.. but she'll have fun. even thought shes positive she'll be dreadfully home sick within 3 days.s
um..what else is new. oh yah. 2 days a week i've been going to a family friend(Cathy)house to tutor her oldest daught tiana whos seven with spelling and such for my hours.so thats beeen going good and cathy is currently moving so we had her 6 month old daughter Madison here this past weekend. that was exciting and fun. except for all the puking.. that wasn't so good. but on saturday night we had a good byt party for amber with me, amber, brennah, lindsay, meghan, becky, kevin and adam. that was fun. talking about old times like when me and becky would play charlies angels at recess in grade 6.
or when me and meghan smoked fake cigarettes made with pencil shavings and cotton balls wrapped in paper.
its cuz we're just that cool..
and other than that. nothing interesting has happened at all.. today i'm just chillen at home. and tomorrow i'm going to ambers right after school then going to youth.. wednesday is ambers last day here so i'm skipping fifth to go over to her house to help her finish packing up and cleaning and what not.
then i have no idea what i'm doing.
but
this is getting pretty friggen long
<3 xoxox