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My father told me that within my lets just say future change in life situation that many things will change. One thing that i never thought would change would be my friends. He said that it would. i was told that many people wouldn't be able to handle the decision that i made. They would think that it was wrong and a mistake. The truth is many of you do feel that what i did is wrong. Even though you won't say it you know you feel that way. sorry, even though you won't say it to me.
Anyway that isn't the reason why i am leaving this journal. I was just letting out a little.......
....... not anger.......i don't know i guess i could call it disappointment. I mean it has been so long since i have seen any of my friends. i thought my relationship with them was stronger than that. i haven't been called to hang out or even just to say hi. alot of people say that is because they don't have my number it changed but if you truely wanted it you could get it. i have tried to get in touch with many of you as well but what can i say i guess things aren't the same anymore. but just for my peace of mind i will just say that the reason that no one has called me is because you are all busy very busy.
all i thought that would change is that i would add one more person to the group of people that i love.
maybe i'm wrong for feeling this way or childish if so that i am sorry. But it doesn't change how i feel.
yeah whatever i'm finnished....................
Anyway that isn't the reason why i am leaving this journal. I was just letting out a little.......
....... not anger.......i don't know i guess i could call it disappointment. I mean it has been so long since i have seen any of my friends. i thought my relationship with them was stronger than that. i haven't been called to hang out or even just to say hi. alot of people say that is because they don't have my number it changed but if you truely wanted it you could get it. i have tried to get in touch with many of you as well but what can i say i guess things aren't the same anymore. but just for my peace of mind i will just say that the reason that no one has called me is because you are all busy very busy.
all i thought that would change is that i would add one more person to the group of people that i love.
maybe i'm wrong for feeling this way or childish if so that i am sorry. But it doesn't change how i feel.
yeah whatever i'm finnished....................