HE IS GONE? HOW?
Have you ever had that feeling where you don't know what is real. It is like you know that something happen but you can't believe it. You just hope with all your heart that it is a dream. A bad dream that just won't leave you alone. Well that is where i am at right now. The really scary thing is that i don't know what i will do when i finally wake up. When i finally realize that this is not a dream. It is real. He is really gone. It took no more that a second. A second separates life and death, Happiness and sadness, wife and widow, son and fatherless. All these things gone in one sec.
Sometimes it is hard being the one that has to be practical. You know the one that has to say, " Don't worry everything will be fine." Yeah, or how about, " At least he has a hope." Why can't i for one be the person that just decides to punch a whole in a wall. Why can't i just get rid of my pain in a destructive way. But, i have to be the one that gets rid of pain through poetry, talking, and time. THAT SUCKS
So if you haven't noticed someone died. You all may know him. I talked about him before. Remember the uncle of mine that had lupus. Good news! He doesn't have it anymore. HE died today about 4 or 5 hours ago. At least he lived a long life. He live to the wonderful old age of 22. I just can't believe it. I can't..........
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Why can't Satan leave me and my friends alone?
I am pretty much finished. I have nothing to say now. Well one more thing. Every since i was young i was told that me and tommy had so many things in common. they said our voice, looks, mannerisms. Now we both are dead.
"You never realize how precious life is till it is gone."
Sometimes it is hard being the one that has to be practical. You know the one that has to say, " Don't worry everything will be fine." Yeah, or how about, " At least he has a hope." Why can't i for one be the person that just decides to punch a whole in a wall. Why can't i just get rid of my pain in a destructive way. But, i have to be the one that gets rid of pain through poetry, talking, and time. THAT SUCKS
So if you haven't noticed someone died. You all may know him. I talked about him before. Remember the uncle of mine that had lupus. Good news! He doesn't have it anymore. HE died today about 4 or 5 hours ago. At least he lived a long life. He live to the wonderful old age of 22. I just can't believe it. I can't..........
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Why can't Satan leave me and my friends alone?
I am pretty much finished. I have nothing to say now. Well one more thing. Every since i was young i was told that me and tommy had so many things in common. they said our voice, looks, mannerisms. Now we both are dead.
"You never realize how precious life is till it is gone."