Feb 03, 2004 10:53
Wow
So this is what it feels like to update again. Weird! So what has been going on in my life. Some pretty weird stuff. Hmmmmmm
Well One thing that isn't that weird is that I have been working. Alot
It is ok i guess but I still don't get to see my friends. What was afraid of has happened. Everyone is adults now. They have things they need to take care of. Between working service there isn't to much time left. But I am happy though. Despite all that is going on I am happy.
I have been writing poetry again. I don't think they are any good but i have been writing. I remember when i was in school that use to write poetry that I enjoyed. I thought they were nice. People complimented me on them and I even got an offer to go to a poetry club. Now it feels different. Oh well
So the real reason I am updating is because someone asked me to. Said that i didn't write enough. I won't say any names (ALEX). Well I didn't say any names, just typed it. So i am. Oh! Sarah i am so sorry. I really want to go out in service with you. It is just so hard to get out there. We will find a way. Another thing i didn't get to answer your LJ. My answer is me grandfather. Man, it just wasn't right. He died one year before I was born. One stinkin year. I was one year from having a grandfather. Someone to............. forget it.
So right now that is all i can think about. I will tell you more later. I'll actually put it in your comments.
I have like a million things that I want to say but i can't right now. I am suppose to be in service now but I couldn't. I will take a shower now and then do my lessons. If i have time I will go out. But until i see you all. Wish you Peace
Love
and Soul