I WANT TO MOVE SO BAD

Jan 03, 2004 11:50

There isn't anything really wrong at home. My family is ok my life is ok for living in this system. I just need Independence. I need to take care of myself. This may sound a little stupid but I'm tired of people paying everything for me. I want to do everything myself. I don't like depending on people to do things for me. I'm 18 getting ready to turn 19 I need to have a little more life experience. If I don't I'm going to be lost.

There is no way in the world I am going to be 25 and still living with my parents. It's just not going to happen.

I plan on going to bethel for a while (still thinking about how long), come back and then depending on how long I stay I might either try to do some sort of international work. The only problem is that I don't want to do international work by myself. So possibly I might get married before so me and my wife can travel. Nothing else in the world can make me happier. To be able to serve Jehovah and travel with my wife. Encouraging one another and building each other up. But that will just have to wait for a while to young now. so back to my point, how can I do this if I have no life experience how can I build a family if I don't know how to take care of myself. So I think I maybe looking for someone to live with. The only thing is that they have to be prepared if I leave to go to bethel. They have to be able to take care of the house themselves after I leave. I guess I'll never find that person oh well. I gotta get ready to go.

People I miss:

Bryna- miss hanging out with her
Bro. Ashley- miss playing basketball with him
Sis. Ashley- miss talking to her
Sarah- well what can i say just miss her
nova- miss hearing her
Jackie_ ok I guess i missed jackie while she was gone. Don't let it go to your head Jackie

There is more people that I missed but have to go.
see ya
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