Jul 05, 2005 01:53
So I've been calling my mom every day and begging to come back home...No luck, this is the 3rd year in a row something along these lines have happend. Why should I want to go back, it's just goanna happen again right? I've changed so much for my parents to the point whare I'm scared to be myself because it may not be what they want. I'm lucky I got to go and get my GED, but they still to this day tell me to go back to high school. Yes I understand they want me to be succsessful but I can be just as sucssesful as if someone who got thare diploma. They said if I go back to highschool they'll THINK about letting me go back home. Well why should I just give up on something I want, and have to wonder if they really will let me back.
Do you know how hard it is to cry yourself to sleep at night wishing you could be back in your bed but your family dosen't want you back? you know how hard it is to walk or drive by your house every day and feel like walking in thare and going to your room and having everything be like it used to? Well thats how I feel I just wish my parents would let me back in...I'm a little homsick :(