wow, life is peachy

Sep 20, 2005 01:18

hey all. back here in less time than it took me to update the last few times. i suppose i should tell you why i'm here. well, it just so happens that i need to vent and i seem to have missed all my late night buddies. so, enjoy...

guess who still fucking unemployed? if you said: JUSTIN! give yourself a hundred dollars. you deserve it. Lord knows i don't. cus i mean, why would i? all i do is sit around all fucking day and not go out and try to get a job. it's not like i'm trying every day, busting my ass to get out and put my applications in to every God damned place in every town surrounding mine. it's not like i haven't gone to 3 malls and put in applications to every single store, even ones that weren't even hiring. and even when i don't get out of the house, neither do i sit filling out online applications to God knows where after i've physically gone to the store and found out that the only way to apply is online. no, of course not. all i do all day every day is sit and feel my ass grow bigger. cus you know, i absolutely hate working. it's relaxing for me to sit trapped in this house every day while i watch my life pass by and sulk in the fact that i'm broke. yes, i enjoy that more than anything in the world. go me, for i have achieved my lifelong goal of being useless.

the above paragraph sound a bit strange to you? well, that's what my parents think of me at this moment. they think i like sitting here and listening to their garbage about why i don't have a job... while i sit and listen to them berate me for my inactivity... why i'm a useless sack of garbage... how i owe them money and i'll never pay it back unless i'm employed. yes, i LOVE all of that. i love it so much, i think i just might kill myself because my life CAN'T GET ANY FUCKING BETTER THAN IT IS RIGHT NOW!!!!! best to end the excitement here, right?!

and to all you who think i'm bitching about how my life is worse than yours: get over yourself. i know i'm better off than most people, but right now, my life blows and for some reason, NOWHERE has it in them to hire me... and i'm sorry, but that makes me feel just a little inadequate. so if you still have a problem with me bitching about all this, you can go fuck yourself with the biggest stick you can find.
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