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Certain events in my life (i.e., betrayals by trusted friends, etc.) have shaped me to be the person i am today. I should clarify that both good and bad situations have shaped me into me, but it's just the bad that i feel have made me less pure. Maybe that's a good thing though because this world is not pure, and there is so much bad in it now and probably always. The only thing I wish it had not done to me is make me ultrasensitve. I mean, I have always been a sensitive person. Alot of times, I'll take things to heart when I probably shouldn't. But now even more so. Especially with friends. I find myself overanalyzing words and actions of people and getting hurt by them, when in fact, they probably don't mean anything towards me at all. I just feel like the world may be out to get me. I wish I could just not care so much about other people, and not let them affect me so much, but they do. I don't know what to do.