Moving...

[little_poet]

Okay...like I said this all depends on if I get amancipated or not. But I talked to Ashley today and she said that saturday me and her can go and look at apartments and price them to see how much money we would need. I heard from mom yesterday and she said that if I wanted anything out of the house to come and get it since she is selling the house. I'll go and get the coffee tables, my bed, wardrobe, vanity mirrior, desk, tv stand, tv, vcr, and whatever else I decide to get for Ash and mine's apartment. I really hope this stuff goes through. I think I would be a lot happier living on my own..Under no real restrictions. I would do my own thing and make my own money. I would have a great deal of responsibilty but I think I can handle it. I would stay up on my school work while doing my job. And when it comes to friends in different states and such I could save money to go and visit them and since we wont have a computer or phone for a while I could just write to them. I don't want to go back to my mom's house...there's just to much that has happened there that neither her or I can let go of. But like I said...me doing this would make me happier. And while I'm living with Ashley we would be waiting till March and April for Dee Dee to turn 18 and move in...then in April when Amber turns 16. We would most likely be living in a 2 bedroom apartment. Amber could share a room with me and Dee said she'd sleep on the couch. But either way I'd be living with the people I care most about...my 3 best friends. I find it kind of exciting, the thought of being out on my own, but then it's like...I dunno, kinda throwing away my childhood. I'd be working my ass off to make meets end and I wouldn't have a lot of the things I had before...but I think I can handle it....Let's just hope this court date on the 22nd turns out for the better. Mom said she's not going to fight for me anyways...so hopefully they will let me do this...
Until then..
Forever burdend and misled,
L.P.H.