life
so today was probably the weirdest day of my life... emotionally wise
I woke up next to the love of my life. I still get the biggest smile on my face when i wake up and know the hands holding me are the ones that will never let me go. People keep telling me to wait to get married but today proved to me its not worth it to wait.
I was driving to work, like usual, doing prob 75-80 down 95. Some asshole came flying up behind me, cut into the middle lane, then when he went to cut back into the left lane he clipped the car in front of me, causing them to spin out and stop in front of me completely sideways. I swear to god my entire life flashed before my eyes. It felt like I was just sitting there not moving staring at the person in the other car staring at me praying we wouldnt hit eachother. I slammed on my brakes and cut into the middle lane, almost hitting one car, another car almost rear-ending me, and started balling my eyes out. The car behind me cut their wheel the other way going off the highway into the grass, and then the person behind them hit the poor car that was t-boned across the fast lane. I didnt have any idea what to do so i just called billy in hysterics. I seriously thought, thats it,i never got the chance to show the man i loved him how much i really cared and be his wife, i never got to kiss my daddy goodbye, i never got to tell my friends how much i really love them all, and so on. I know it sounds over dramatic but i was probably 20-25 ft away from dieing. Thank god my mom bought me that car or i would have been shit out of luck. I dont know what happened to the people involved in the accident but my prayers go out to them. This whole experience is kinda putting my faith back in god.
On a much lighter note. Adrienne invited me to a Patriots game a few weeks back and today she told me we are going this Sunday. But we arent only going to the game but we are sitting the section with the players families and maybe even going out to eat with the players afterwards. That is probably the most amazing thing in the world. I am so grateful to be able to just go to the game. THANK YOU ADRIENNE!!
Alright well im done.. just thought i should update.
<3333333
2-16-03
stay true
forever true
8-2-05
mrs. arruda <--- soon enough
I woke up next to the love of my life. I still get the biggest smile on my face when i wake up and know the hands holding me are the ones that will never let me go. People keep telling me to wait to get married but today proved to me its not worth it to wait.
I was driving to work, like usual, doing prob 75-80 down 95. Some asshole came flying up behind me, cut into the middle lane, then when he went to cut back into the left lane he clipped the car in front of me, causing them to spin out and stop in front of me completely sideways. I swear to god my entire life flashed before my eyes. It felt like I was just sitting there not moving staring at the person in the other car staring at me praying we wouldnt hit eachother. I slammed on my brakes and cut into the middle lane, almost hitting one car, another car almost rear-ending me, and started balling my eyes out. The car behind me cut their wheel the other way going off the highway into the grass, and then the person behind them hit the poor car that was t-boned across the fast lane. I didnt have any idea what to do so i just called billy in hysterics. I seriously thought, thats it,i never got the chance to show the man i loved him how much i really cared and be his wife, i never got to kiss my daddy goodbye, i never got to tell my friends how much i really love them all, and so on. I know it sounds over dramatic but i was probably 20-25 ft away from dieing. Thank god my mom bought me that car or i would have been shit out of luck. I dont know what happened to the people involved in the accident but my prayers go out to them. This whole experience is kinda putting my faith back in god.
On a much lighter note. Adrienne invited me to a Patriots game a few weeks back and today she told me we are going this Sunday. But we arent only going to the game but we are sitting the section with the players families and maybe even going out to eat with the players afterwards. That is probably the most amazing thing in the world. I am so grateful to be able to just go to the game. THANK YOU ADRIENNE!!
Alright well im done.. just thought i should update.
<3333333
2-16-03
stay true
forever true
8-2-05
mrs. arruda <--- soon enough