Aug 18, 2005 22:46
i think i have the shitties luck ever. i go to tennessee for a month to get to know my family more, just in case something should happen, i wanted to know my own family... oh wait yup something happened... im losing an aunt, an uncle, and 4 of my cousins... just gone, forever
life is fucking amazing... oh wait nope kind of want to dissapear... im one of the only people i know that cherishes every moment i can spend with my family members, i mean i go on spring break to see my god damn family... and what happens, i lose them.
if billys not home my xmas is going to suck this year... no xmas family calls like usual cause my family doesnt exist anymore......
sorry if you find this selfish but stop fucking reading MY livejournal then ;-)
i cant wait to have you home bill.... well start our own family then, i promise