Not fair...
I miss my kitty.... =(
Yesterday was such a shitty day...but I'm not thinking about it.
It's been super warm out the last two days, which was really nice because I was able to go for a bike ride each day. It was amazing and needed. But it makes me miss summer so much! I can't believe it's only the beginning of January...there's still 4 or 5 more months i have to wait before it gets really warm again and it sucks so much. The time has been going really slow. it feels like it should be February or something. I cannot stand winter at all. I feel so shitty all the time and I know most of it's due to the weather. It's just so depressing!! I like being able to wear my jeans and sweaters and all, but I've done that. I've had about 3 months of that and now I'm tired of it and I want it to be 75 degrees out now. I so need to move to Arizona or something so that I don't have to deal with the coldness. I mean I love the changing of the seasons and all but for some reason winter just seems to take ssooo long.
But i was very happy that it was warm today and my bike ride was amazing.
Last night i went out to dinner with my aunt, and she was telling me that she wants to set me up on a date. one of her ex-students from like 7 years ago. she now teaches the guy's niece and my aunt always jokes with the niece that she's still trying to set him up with me. Well over Christmas break the guy asks his niece to ask my aunt about being set up with me. so now she wants to do it and I'm just like uhh...I don't know. I hate being set up. It's just so awkward!! He's 27 and I think an engineer and rich(my aunt threw that in hoping that I would say yes lol). I don't know...I'm so not adventurous at all especially when it comes to being set up. I mean if there was some gathering and we wre both there and could meet, then fine because it's not like an actual date and we could talk to other people if we had to but to be set up....I don't know!! And I don't know if I want to...I mean I already kinda got something else going on and I'm still kinda confused about it. So do I go out with someone else too? Ugh! Anyone got any advice? I might just do it and see what happens, which will probably be nothing. But I can just picture myself on this date and the whole time I'll probably be thinking of someone else...But who knows? maybe it will be alright. Dating sucks lol i just want to go to a club or bar, have a drunken hook up and go home lol I have high standards, don't i? haha
but I can't get him off my mind...I'm smitten lol
So I have two weeks before I have to go back to school and within those two weeks i so need to lose weight! The holidays kinda killed me with all the food and desserts...i just ate way too much. I need to lose the weight I put on...ugh! I'm not just worrying about losing weight but I really need to get into shape again because it's pathetic. I can barely run at all. I keep thinking how I used to be able to run for an hour and now I run 10 mins and I'm dying. What is that?! I'm so weak...it's just so pathetic! But I'm healthy anymore. Mostly because of the holidays, my sweet tooth has taken total control over me and I can't help it. I just need to go back to eating healthy like I usually do and i need to step up my exercise a little bit more. This is to lose weight for my brother's wedding but really so i can be in shape by the time I graduate so that I can go into any kinda of academy/boot camp I need to. So yeah I am determined to be fit and must start ASAP! haha omg i'm pathetic lol. it's great.
OK well I guess that's it for now...Bye
Yesterday was such a shitty day...but I'm not thinking about it.
It's been super warm out the last two days, which was really nice because I was able to go for a bike ride each day. It was amazing and needed. But it makes me miss summer so much! I can't believe it's only the beginning of January...there's still 4 or 5 more months i have to wait before it gets really warm again and it sucks so much. The time has been going really slow. it feels like it should be February or something. I cannot stand winter at all. I feel so shitty all the time and I know most of it's due to the weather. It's just so depressing!! I like being able to wear my jeans and sweaters and all, but I've done that. I've had about 3 months of that and now I'm tired of it and I want it to be 75 degrees out now. I so need to move to Arizona or something so that I don't have to deal with the coldness. I mean I love the changing of the seasons and all but for some reason winter just seems to take ssooo long.
But i was very happy that it was warm today and my bike ride was amazing.
Last night i went out to dinner with my aunt, and she was telling me that she wants to set me up on a date. one of her ex-students from like 7 years ago. she now teaches the guy's niece and my aunt always jokes with the niece that she's still trying to set him up with me. Well over Christmas break the guy asks his niece to ask my aunt about being set up with me. so now she wants to do it and I'm just like uhh...I don't know. I hate being set up. It's just so awkward!! He's 27 and I think an engineer and rich(my aunt threw that in hoping that I would say yes lol). I don't know...I'm so not adventurous at all especially when it comes to being set up. I mean if there was some gathering and we wre both there and could meet, then fine because it's not like an actual date and we could talk to other people if we had to but to be set up....I don't know!! And I don't know if I want to...I mean I already kinda got something else going on and I'm still kinda confused about it. So do I go out with someone else too? Ugh! Anyone got any advice? I might just do it and see what happens, which will probably be nothing. But I can just picture myself on this date and the whole time I'll probably be thinking of someone else...But who knows? maybe it will be alright. Dating sucks lol i just want to go to a club or bar, have a drunken hook up and go home lol I have high standards, don't i? haha
but I can't get him off my mind...I'm smitten lol
So I have two weeks before I have to go back to school and within those two weeks i so need to lose weight! The holidays kinda killed me with all the food and desserts...i just ate way too much. I need to lose the weight I put on...ugh! I'm not just worrying about losing weight but I really need to get into shape again because it's pathetic. I can barely run at all. I keep thinking how I used to be able to run for an hour and now I run 10 mins and I'm dying. What is that?! I'm so weak...it's just so pathetic! But I'm healthy anymore. Mostly because of the holidays, my sweet tooth has taken total control over me and I can't help it. I just need to go back to eating healthy like I usually do and i need to step up my exercise a little bit more. This is to lose weight for my brother's wedding but really so i can be in shape by the time I graduate so that I can go into any kinda of academy/boot camp I need to. So yeah I am determined to be fit and must start ASAP! haha omg i'm pathetic lol. it's great.
OK well I guess that's it for now...Bye