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Now, normally I wouldn't put any stock in the set up Fred and George set for things, but I'm going to trust the private setting this time around. If the world winds up being able to read this, then bugger it all. Normally I'd just write a bunch of stuff and then cross it out. I'm conserving ink today.
I had a small chat/note passing session with Hannah earlier. I had been thinking that maybe the night fly Harry and I had the other night had prompted him to think I would be a good date to the ball this year. And then Hannah says something about him listening to her adive? And the conversation she told me about didn't really ease my mind. It sounded like he had an idea that he wanted to ask a girl who wouldn't like scoff at him or something like that. Or maybe he just wanted something better than the last Yuld Ball. Either way, he didn't want to go with the Patils. So Hannah suggests me. Now is that because he knows I'm his friend and that we'd have fun regardless because I'm one of the only people who won't take any shite from him? Or is it because he actually likes me?
And on that subject, I'm not supposed to be infatuated with one Mr.Harry Potter anymore. That was so long ago and such a silly school girl crush! It was a crush, right? I don't know anymore. It's fun spending time with him. And it's so easy to make him laugh when he's having a rough day. It's one of my specialties. But really, I have no idea what's going on. Do I ask him about it and then learn that he only asked me because I'm a safe date? Or do I learn that he really might like me? Teenage angst my friends, it's a terrible terrible thing.
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I have Astronomy homework I have to do after tonights activities. Hexing Seamus that is. So it looks like I'm spending a good portion of the night staring at the skies. It's okay really. Kind of relaxing. Such excitement.