Jul 08, 2004 03:10
BaNkS bAbEe: hi
GeoDaHatian: hi
BaNkS bAbEe: sup?
GeoDaHatian: nothin much
BaNkS bAbEe: im so bored
GeoDaHatian: go to sleep
BaNkS bAbEe: i dont want to
BaNkS bAbEe: why do u want me too?
GeoDaHatian: i dont care
BaNkS bAbEe: r u really mad at me?
GeoDaHatian: ...........
BaNkS bAbEe: pleez tell me
GeoDaHatian: if u havent been able to figure out hat i was mad, then somtheing is wrong wit u
BaNkS bAbEe: im truly sry geo
BaNkS bAbEe: but i mean do u hate me?
GeoDaHatian: thruthfully i dont know
GeoDaHatian: .
BaNkS bAbEe: well im truly sry
BaNkS bAbEe: and i have written u a letter even though u might just take it and rip it up in my face
GeoDaHatian: o thanks a letter
BaNkS bAbEe: wut
BaNkS bAbEe: wut did u say?
BaNkS bAbEe: r ui still there>>
GeoDaHatian: look up four spaces tahst what i saod
BaNkS bAbEe: thanks a letter
GeoDaHatian: ya
BaNkS bAbEe: oh i get it sorts
BaNkS bAbEe: sorta*
GeoDaHatian: ................
BaNkS bAbEe: im so sorry
GeoDaHatian: i know
BaNkS bAbEe: no u have no clu how sry i am
BaNkS bAbEe: and how i wish that u had never left bc i needed a hug from u and to know that u were home for me to talk to and maybe chill wit
BaNkS bAbEe: but no wut did i do i dated an immature lil jit that thought he was gonna get some
GeoDaHatian: im sry
GeoDaHatian: but
GeoDaHatian: i cant like a girl who i cant trust.
GeoDaHatian: and i feel like i cant trust u
BaNkS bAbEe: im sry
BaNkS bAbEe: how can i gain ur trust bac?
GeoDaHatian: ur gonna have to figure that one out on ur own cause really i cant think of a way my self
BaNkS bAbEe: we were goin out yet
GeoDaHatian: we were going out yet?
BaNkS bAbEe: weren't
BaNkS bAbEe: **
GeoDaHatian: lol
BaNkS bAbEe: how do i kno u didnt do anything wit someone up there?
GeoDaHatian: wow
GeoDaHatian: lol
GeoDaHatian: bye
BaNkS bAbEe: no
BaNkS bAbEe: im just sayin in general
GeoDaHatian: wtf u mean in general
GeoDaHatian: thats some bs
BaNkS bAbEe: in general
BaNkS bAbEe: w/e if its gonna be like that and u can never trust me again then i miswell godown tryin
GeoDaHatian: listen this is the end of converstaion that was the wrong thing to say at the wrong time
GeoDaHatian: bye
BaNkS bAbEe: no
GeoDaHatian: what u mean no
BaNkS bAbEe: pleez dont leave
GeoDaHatian: ur sitting here tryin to turn shit around talkin bout how do i know u didnt mess wit anyone in NY
BaNkS bAbEe: u have no clu how mad i am at myself i have fucked up wit the one guy that i truely liked and maybe even liked me
BaNkS bAbEe: no i was just saying that in the air
BaNkS bAbEe: i trust that u didnt do anything wit anyone up there
GeoDaHatian: apperently it wouldnt have mattered if i did anywas
BaNkS bAbEe: yes it would have
BaNkS bAbEe: i probably deserve this
BaNkS bAbEe: and like i told u i never really liked carl it was just like a little friendship wit a pop kiss not even
BaNkS bAbEe: and i told him that it wouldnt last bc i had feelings for GeO and not him
GeoDaHatian: i dont understand y u even started it
BaNkS bAbEe: i dont know why i did either thats why i broke it off wit him after 3 days not even
BaNkS bAbEe: he asked me sat. and we broke up tuesday at like 2 or 3am
GeoDaHatian: i dont know wut ur expecting me to say
BaNkS bAbEe: nothin bc i know that u are pissed at me
BaNkS bAbEe: and now there is nothing i can do to make u like me even as a friend anymore
GeoDaHatian: well i gues thats it
BaNkS bAbEe: wut do u mean thats it?
GeoDaHatian: i mean i dont think things would work between us
GeoDaHatian: as friends or more for now
BaNkS bAbEe: so u dont want to b my friend anymore either
BaNkS bAbEe: ??
GeoDaHatian: im fuckin angry and ur asking me to be freinds?
BaNkS bAbEe: geo i wasnt even that big of a deal i didnt cheat on u we werent even going out
GeoDaHatian: ok
BaNkS bAbEe: and i didnt do anything to truely hurt u on purpose
BaNkS bAbEe: if i knew this was gonna hurt u then i would have never done it
GeoDaHatian: hurt me?
BaNkS bAbEe: but everyone makes mistakes and i made one im not perfect
GeoDaHatian: this didnt hurt me
BaNkS bAbEe: i mean make u mad at me im sry i forgot u never liked me
GeoDaHatian: it was of a disapointment in what could have been
GeoDaHatian: more*
BaNkS bAbEe: but all relationships and friendships have down falls and rises
BaNkS bAbEe: or bumps
BaNkS bAbEe: but if u dont even want to be friends then i guess i should stop trying bc u will never change ur mind if this whole carl thing changed ur life than anyone that makes a mistake u will lose ur friendship
GeoDaHatian: listen this isnt the end of my life lol
BaNkS bAbEe: i know its not
GeoDaHatian: personally i dont give a shit who u do shit with or go out with
BaNkS bAbEe: and i know a this moment u could give 2 shits or even any shit what happens to me
GeoDaHatian: so this was a mistake that shouldnt have been made by u
BaNkS bAbEe: and i didnt do shit wit carl i told u everything im not hidin anything from u i told u im a str8 foward person and i dont fuck wit peoples emotions and shit
BaNkS bAbEe: now ur just being ridiculous bc no one is fuckin perfect
GeoDaHatian: lol
GeoDaHatian: ok
BaNkS bAbEe: i dont find this shit fuckin funny
GeoDaHatian: whatever
BaNkS bAbEe: im bein serious and i think u think this is all a joke
BaNkS bAbEe: just like the time u said u told johnny about my past that shit wasnt funny
BaNkS bAbEe: but i still forgave u when u were kiddin wit me and i was pissed off
BaNkS bAbEe: and u said u were sry
BaNkS bAbEe: yea i guess i let people have another chance
BaNkS bAbEe: and i guess ur not talkin so ill let u go on wit ur life
BaNkS bAbEe: bye
GeoDaHatian: finally
GeoDaHatian signed off at 3:06:02 AM.
I hate you fuckin ass hole ur a fuckin bitch and i thought u weren't like everyone else but wut am i doin now im wasting my tears on u all for what i make a mistake i get fucked over u make one i forgive u