Oct 10, 2005 00:10
I know I just updated like three hours ago, but I feel like doing it again, okay?
I feel like everyone from San Francisco, and any sort of life I had before August 23 is sort of fading from me. My friends, family, all of it. I don't know how to get it back, and i don't know if I want it back. Was it really smart of me to go so far from everything I've ever known? I'm surronded by people and friends and everything at school, and still sometimes I feel all alone. What I wouldn't give for a minute with my best friends in Lowell High School again. just because I'll never have it again and I just never reazlied it until now. I just don't know what my life is anymore. I don't understand.
If you want a more conrete update, read my earlier entry.