Meh...
Well, lately I've been thinking a lot. Which means I might start babbling so if you dont care to hear about my worries of life, then I'd suggested you scroll down to someone else's entry.
A few nights ago we were discussing life after high school and college and what we want to make of our lifes. And I honestly have no idea. I like acting and singing but I doubt I can make a living off of that, and I sort of dont want to risk trying it.
But it seems like everyone's got college/life all planned out. And honestly I havent even thought about it yet. I hardly even know what I'm going to wear tomorrow. And time is going by so incredibly fast that its pretty unbelievable. I mean its already March, and it feels like we just started the school year last week. I remember it so well, and to be honest, my life now and my friends now is not nearly the same as it was back in september. I didnt know/didnt talk to half of the people that are my close close friends now. And I sure didnt really know Steve, and obviously that has changed. (Its a lot better now =D) And I couldnt even imagine doing half of the things I do now.
I'm really satisfied with how things are going but the problem is, it feels like this whole High School experience is just whizzing by. I mean junior year is fast aproaching and I havent even begun to think about things that I should be thinking about.
Just thinking about future plans and leaving high school is so unsettling. Its like this is my safe haven and jumping into another new situation is just too hard to think about. And having to meet all new people and having to experience even more stuff is just too overwhelming I cant even comprehend the thought of someone being anxious to move on in life.
A few nights ago we were discussing life after high school and college and what we want to make of our lifes. And I honestly have no idea. I like acting and singing but I doubt I can make a living off of that, and I sort of dont want to risk trying it.
But it seems like everyone's got college/life all planned out. And honestly I havent even thought about it yet. I hardly even know what I'm going to wear tomorrow. And time is going by so incredibly fast that its pretty unbelievable. I mean its already March, and it feels like we just started the school year last week. I remember it so well, and to be honest, my life now and my friends now is not nearly the same as it was back in september. I didnt know/didnt talk to half of the people that are my close close friends now. And I sure didnt really know Steve, and obviously that has changed. (Its a lot better now =D) And I couldnt even imagine doing half of the things I do now.
I'm really satisfied with how things are going but the problem is, it feels like this whole High School experience is just whizzing by. I mean junior year is fast aproaching and I havent even begun to think about things that I should be thinking about.
Just thinking about future plans and leaving high school is so unsettling. Its like this is my safe haven and jumping into another new situation is just too hard to think about. And having to meet all new people and having to experience even more stuff is just too overwhelming I cant even comprehend the thought of someone being anxious to move on in life.