Feels Like Home to Me
I don't know if it's the air here, or the temperature, or the constant blanket of warmth, acceptance and encouragement from my family and friends here in Utah, but I could not feel more at peace then I do right now.
I've been here for a month. I've slept well. I've Eaten good food, seen family, friends, dogs, and for once I've been truly relaxed. I made enough money in November to pay all my bills through the first of February and have saved up enough to start the recording process.
I don't know why but I feel like my life is beginning. People aren't getting to me nearly as much as they used to, and I'm excited to be back in LA and hang out with people I haven't seen in a long time. One of my resolutions is to see those true friends more often and not stress about those who are possibly less inclined to treat me as I treat them.
I feel so blessed. I feel like I'm good enough to make it in this industry. I'm confident. I'm happy. And I have reason to believe that 2006, the year that I'm 22, will be everything I hoped it to be and more.
Love to you all.
I'll miss those I'm leaving, and I can't wait to see those I'm coming home to.
I'm learning to love California. The beach, the live music, the opportunities, the palm trees, the friends/support system I have there. It's growing on me in some ways. (But I'm still New York...I don't think that'll change.)
I love Utah. I don't love the dogma associated with the state, or the turmoil that is often caused by the predominant religion. But I've got people on both sides of the fence that anyone would be lucky to have in their corner. And boy are they in my corner.
sigh...
Maybe it's the mounatins though. Who knows?
<3
I've been here for a month. I've slept well. I've Eaten good food, seen family, friends, dogs, and for once I've been truly relaxed. I made enough money in November to pay all my bills through the first of February and have saved up enough to start the recording process.
I don't know why but I feel like my life is beginning. People aren't getting to me nearly as much as they used to, and I'm excited to be back in LA and hang out with people I haven't seen in a long time. One of my resolutions is to see those true friends more often and not stress about those who are possibly less inclined to treat me as I treat them.
I feel so blessed. I feel like I'm good enough to make it in this industry. I'm confident. I'm happy. And I have reason to believe that 2006, the year that I'm 22, will be everything I hoped it to be and more.
Love to you all.
I'll miss those I'm leaving, and I can't wait to see those I'm coming home to.
I'm learning to love California. The beach, the live music, the opportunities, the palm trees, the friends/support system I have there. It's growing on me in some ways. (But I'm still New York...I don't think that'll change.)
I love Utah. I don't love the dogma associated with the state, or the turmoil that is often caused by the predominant religion. But I've got people on both sides of the fence that anyone would be lucky to have in their corner. And boy are they in my corner.
sigh...
Maybe it's the mounatins though. Who knows?
<3