something like me

[little_lily23]

so cut my wrists and black my eyes, cause i can't fall asleep tonight, because you killed me, you know you do you kill me well, you liked it too and i could tell, you never stopped until my final breath was gone.

Comments

[missminnie_89]

Wow Lily.

That's....very large writing.

And no matter how low you'll get...you have friends (like me) to help you up again.

Don't foget that.

[little_lily23]

i know .... i was just in a very weird mood at that point... but then again i am still feeling this way... and also about the moe and kristyn thing... i wish that i could make them talk to me b/c i want nothing more than to solve this whole thing... i miss them... and you of course, very much... *sigh* i just don't know what to do or think anymore.

[loser_101_]

Lee Lee what's wrong, I know the first part is part of a song but still, what's up hun you seemed okay at school.

[little_lily23]

i know i seemed "normal" and alright... but really its usually just a show i put on most the time... i've been doing that, and perfecting it, since the 7th grade... i think i'm getting better at it too... which i'm not sure is a good thing or bad... whatever... doesn't anyone have a comment on that AWESOME bloody tears picture??... its fucking amazing!

[cute_lil_baby]

Wow, that was interesting... um please tell me you didnt mean that you yourself wanted todie and that you were just writing it for the hell of writing it... right?

[little_lily23]

actually i don't write things i don't mean... i have tried many times to take my life, even recently, but i just can't do it... thats why i need to try more... sorry

[shaunofshadou]

ATTENTION WHORE.

[seizure_monkey8]

mean and uncalled for shaun, don't be throwing the hate.

[little_lily23]

thank you ian.. hug

[little_lily23]

i'm quite sure that i am not an attention whore and that maybe you are buddy... so how about you stop being a fucking jerk and don't even comment if you don't have anything nice to say to me.... its not like i was expecting anything from you anyways... i'm pretty sure that you are not welcomed to comment on here... but i don't know how to delete you.

[yruinmybed]

hey sweetheart, i'm at my moms for a month until i get my new place set up, me and rick got evicted lol, ummm you didnt give me your new number and i'd like to talk to you so i have a new cell phone number, its the same number as before( 261-0634). and why do u have people on your journal who post things like that. this is a personal journal not a fucking forum, go to manage friends dear. anywho i hope to hear from you soon love ya lottz.

-mel
p.s.
...the pants are dead * runs for cover* don't hurt me!!

[little_lily23]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE PANTS ARE NOT DEAD... LIAR... NO.... i'm sitting in class and shaena's beside me prolly asking herself "what pants"... no the pants can't be dead... don't throw them out ok... keep them until i get there... i'm hopefully going to come for christmas ok... i babysit twice a week now and i get paid $9.00 an hour and i get paid like $360.00 like a month or more??? i don't remember... i'm coming to ottawa so hold on hun... i'm coming home!!!.... i will try to call you soon ... i don't have that awesome distance plan anymore but i'll call you anyways... Sarah M is moving this friday to North Bay... sad ... anywho... gotta tell you about my awesome weekend... maybe i'll post it on here... and yes i'll try to make that FRIENDS ONLY thingy on here... and shaun is NOT my friend... he's an ASS who doesn't deserve my friendship. anywho.. shaena says hi! ttyl... i've been thinking about you a lot lately and missing you!
kisses to you and mom!