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WOW! its been awhile hasn't it? I always say that though. But only because it's true! Hey how you doing? Me I'm good, pretty great actually. So what has gone on since I last wrote in here? Well last time was in Aug. Um in Sept it was my birthday, woo woo. Wow thats really old news. Uh what else? Well I finally finally got a new job!! Omg you don't know how happy I am. It's amazing. I finally feel like I dunno like myself again. My parents especially like have been you sound so much happier and relaxed. Just from talking to me on the phone. It's because I am. I have real hours, no insane staying there till 7:30 at night shit. I work on Mondays 9-3 straight through Tue- Thurs 9-5:30 with an hour lunch and I work some Sats 8-3. It's closer and there is another assistant there. I work hard there and I come home tired but it's nothing like what I use to do. The Dr and assistant are so nice too, and we laugh and joke and talk. I don't come home pissed off anymore. I really really needed this. I am never looking back again. I'm just mad I wasted 2 years at that other place, it was horrible. I don't think I hated anything quite as much as I hated being there. Oh gosh. Anyway thats the real major news. So what else have I been up to? Honestly not a lot really. My bub and I have been addicted to playing Halo on Live. It's a lot of fun! I've gotten pretty good too. =D Yeah well thats pretty much life right now, work and Halo. Haha, I am such a loser. It's ok really. I can't really think of anything else. So I guess thats my update. Till I decide to do it again.
"You were so blind to let me go
You had it all but did not know
No one you'll find will ever be
Closer to all your dreams than me
Believing the grass would be greener
You told yourself "I just don't need her now"
But I know you'll soon discover
You're never satisfied with any other
[Chorus:]
Someday oo someday
One you gave away will be the only one you're wishing for
Someday hey hey
Boy you're gonna pay 'cause baby I'm the one who's keeping score
You'll change your mind and call my name
Soon as you find they're all the same
And when you find yourself alone
Don't come back crying
You should have known
Believe me I'm not pretending
It's not hard to predict this ending now
'Cause I know you'll soon discover
You're needing me in spite of all the others
[Chorus]
Maybe now you just can't conceive
That there'll ever come a time
When you're cold and lonely
Baby how could you ever believe
That another could replace me
The one and only
But when you're down
In your time of need
And you're thinking
That you might be coming back to own me
Just think again
'Cause I won't need your love anymore
[Chorus]"
"You were so blind to let me go
You had it all but did not know
No one you'll find will ever be
Closer to all your dreams than me
Believing the grass would be greener
You told yourself "I just don't need her now"
But I know you'll soon discover
You're never satisfied with any other
[Chorus:]
Someday oo someday
One you gave away will be the only one you're wishing for
Someday hey hey
Boy you're gonna pay 'cause baby I'm the one who's keeping score
You'll change your mind and call my name
Soon as you find they're all the same
And when you find yourself alone
Don't come back crying
You should have known
Believe me I'm not pretending
It's not hard to predict this ending now
'Cause I know you'll soon discover
You're needing me in spite of all the others
[Chorus]
Maybe now you just can't conceive
That there'll ever come a time
When you're cold and lonely
Baby how could you ever believe
That another could replace me
The one and only
But when you're down
In your time of need
And you're thinking
That you might be coming back to own me
Just think again
'Cause I won't need your love anymore
[Chorus]"