May 18, 2005 19:08
Hey yall! So im pretty sick again! I dont understand, why do doctors get paid the big bucks if they cant find out whats wrong w/ you when u need to know! But yet when u just go for a check up they can tell you many defaults and more! What the hell is that bull?
Some one at school had Tb and I went to get tested today becuase I have all the damn sympotoms! Im scared but im not gonna worry! I went to get a test done today! Get this shyt. The hopitals dont do it, most primary care doctors dont do it anymore, and the only place to do is a few walk in clinics. So I go w. mama today at 6. They tell me after I get the test, i have to see a doc and its 2 hrs. I said no fuck that your not even my doctor im not waiting! So im going back saturday! All I knoe is my heart hurts really bad and I feel like crap! (I cant worry its the last thing I need).
Austins been home now sence sunday late night! The 3 days ive seen him all we have done is fight. Fuccccccccck man I donno anymore.Im hurting from that 2. Neither of us are that happy. and If hes not happy I would rather hurt 2xs as long and much then have him hurt at all. I love him w/ all my heart but we just dont knoe anymore.
Yesturday night at 5:30 pm Austins sisters baby was born. I am so stoked about it, baby Kayleb hes 6 lbs and is beautiful. I cant wait to hold him. Brandi's been in the hospital 2 days now. I was gonna go see her today at 7 but I was still at the clinic shyt. I donno I cant wait!!! aww hes just the cutest thing!
Game on friday vs Timber Creek! I cant wait. Lots of fun! think im gonna go out afterwards w/ the football players and some of the rest of the cheerleaders and get food and hang out. Cant wait. I hope we rock them. But all our players have been getting hurt!
Cheer pratice has been good. I love the squad and the girls. Its great. I cant wait for camp were gonna ahve lots of fun and were gonna bring home the trophy! Cuz were GREAT like that.
Tomrrow is graduation. I have decided to go. Becuase I OWE IT TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS CONGRATS! Ill be at UCF when I can get there prob at 7. Me and jared are gonna be there! Yey. Iam stoked about this too becuase I just want to see all my closest friends be DONE and know they have made it. Im so proud of them!
I donno, finals are next week. Ive been studying my ass off and getting help for math. I hope I do good. Im not worried! Cant wait to be a PATRIOT SENIOR IN 6 DAYS!! Yeah baby '06. I seriously cant wait for that or the summer!
This entrys pretty long but I got a lot on my mind.
im out niggas! Love stephie