Updating for MEEKO.
Ah, yes, my once-a-year update. How...EXCITING!?
So, I have a vague idea of what I want to persue in college. BUT WAIT! Before I get into that, I gradumated from highschool. So until the Summer or Fall Quarter, I'll be working my ass off as a pizza maker! I love my job dearly. But I spend money too easily, and this bothers me. I also got my first speeding ticket last week. Stupid cops, do something constructive, why don't you?!?!?!?! Anywhoooo...For college, i'll do my general ed classes and a few electives in community college...I will focus on language, stage and set design, and possibly sound engineering. I was thinking about it over the weekend, and I think I'd really like to join the union and create sets for plays and stuff like that. Stagecraft r0x0rz. That's just a random idea. I really have no idea what's in store for me. We'll see as time goes on. My Mom wants me to go straight into a UC or something, and the way she's planning on going about it is stupid. She thinks I can get a BA at community college, and thinks that on my degree it will say that I acquired it from community college..Which isn't true. Bah! People.
For now, I do nothing during the day. I wake up at around 10, I go to school and visit people during lunch, possibly hang out with other people afterwards if they are inclined to ditch class, and then I go to work. I'm not getting as many hours as I should because my boss doesn't understand English. Jerk.
It infuriates me that my Dad wants me to do something practical. I told him my idea for a career, and he says "do something that's in demand." Nothing I do is ever good enough for anyone and I'm sick of it. I DO WHAT I FUCKING WANT. At least I have a fucking direction unlike any of my damnass family. ARRGWIFRVOlBGFOUFB rantrantrant.
I feel useless, now though. I'm not really progressing, and everyone is pushing me to progress as quickly as I can, and that makes me feel worthless since I don't wanna! I don't think anyone realizes that I ENJOY SCHOOL. It's my highschool peers that fucking ruined the experience for me. Gah.
I also want to be more connected to my friends, but I either ignore calls or I'm at work or I don't call people for fear of them flaking out or rejecting the offer. I don't know. I want to be a social butterfly again. But I guess it's hard when you work 5 til 11 at night, hm? I think being single would also help my social life. But leaving Duckie isn't an option. Damnit.
I hate how I write about the same things. I hate how my life has stagnated. And I hate how I use that word in almost every fucking entry I write. But things need to change. I need to grow the fuck up. Help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
I think I wanna start going to the gym. And slice off my face.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. One night in Paris...
END.
So, I have a vague idea of what I want to persue in college. BUT WAIT! Before I get into that, I gradumated from highschool. So until the Summer or Fall Quarter, I'll be working my ass off as a pizza maker! I love my job dearly. But I spend money too easily, and this bothers me. I also got my first speeding ticket last week. Stupid cops, do something constructive, why don't you?!?!?!?! Anywhoooo...For college, i'll do my general ed classes and a few electives in community college...I will focus on language, stage and set design, and possibly sound engineering. I was thinking about it over the weekend, and I think I'd really like to join the union and create sets for plays and stuff like that. Stagecraft r0x0rz. That's just a random idea. I really have no idea what's in store for me. We'll see as time goes on. My Mom wants me to go straight into a UC or something, and the way she's planning on going about it is stupid. She thinks I can get a BA at community college, and thinks that on my degree it will say that I acquired it from community college..Which isn't true. Bah! People.
For now, I do nothing during the day. I wake up at around 10, I go to school and visit people during lunch, possibly hang out with other people afterwards if they are inclined to ditch class, and then I go to work. I'm not getting as many hours as I should because my boss doesn't understand English. Jerk.
It infuriates me that my Dad wants me to do something practical. I told him my idea for a career, and he says "do something that's in demand." Nothing I do is ever good enough for anyone and I'm sick of it. I DO WHAT I FUCKING WANT. At least I have a fucking direction unlike any of my damnass family. ARRGWIFRVOlBGFOUFB rantrantrant.
I feel useless, now though. I'm not really progressing, and everyone is pushing me to progress as quickly as I can, and that makes me feel worthless since I don't wanna! I don't think anyone realizes that I ENJOY SCHOOL. It's my highschool peers that fucking ruined the experience for me. Gah.
I also want to be more connected to my friends, but I either ignore calls or I'm at work or I don't call people for fear of them flaking out or rejecting the offer. I don't know. I want to be a social butterfly again. But I guess it's hard when you work 5 til 11 at night, hm? I think being single would also help my social life. But leaving Duckie isn't an option. Damnit.
I hate how I write about the same things. I hate how my life has stagnated. And I hate how I use that word in almost every fucking entry I write. But things need to change. I need to grow the fuck up. Help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
I think I wanna start going to the gym. And slice off my face.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. One night in Paris...
END.