tomorrow
tomorrow is friday...finally!!!! i hate every other day of the week except for the weekend and friday. jessi's birthday is tomorrow and she's excited...mine is in a little under two months (April 20...woo hoo) i am so cheesed off right now because i ave so much damn homework to do (as a matter of fact i'm supposed to be doing it right now....) and it's all due tomorrow!! grrrrrrrr.........oh well, at least i have tomorrow after school to look forward to since me, hammie, alisa and allison are all going over jessi's house for her birthday. but it's not really a party...it's more like a birthday gathering...or meeting...hmm.. that doesn't sound right either...i'm making her birthday sound like a business meeting. Ding dong the witch is dead!! the witch is dead the witch is dead!!! sorry i saw the wizard of oz the other day and that song is stuck in my head.......yeah. i need the weekend to come sooooooooooooooo bad!! i ahev been so stressed out lately because of all the damn work that my teachers have been giving...that and they won't shut up about the fcat...and at home ain't much better either.. my mom keeps riding me about my grades and how i had better keep them like that if i wanna go to college and get the career i want and blah blah blah blah blah.....that's usually my attention span when it comes to her. i drift off in a totally different direction then where i'm supposed to be when she yells at me. what can i say? i hate being lectured..then again who doesn't? the world is insane and sometimes i wish i could just leave it all behind, but i can't so i have to put on a happy face and try to live through another day... no matter how much i don't want to. usually i'm a pretty happy person...but lately, i've been hating people more and more. i dunno, they just really annoy me. not my friends of course, but everyone else...even people i know. maybe i'm just pms-ing..yeah that's probably it. then again, i haven't had my period in like 2 1/2 months, which everyone is telling me is bad. The one thing that i can't STAND about it though is the question that everyone asks when i tell them (and no i don't tell everyone even though i kinda am now).....are you pregnant? what? what?! what the @%&! kind of question is that?! i'm still a damn virgin!! (and i swear, the first joke i hear about me being the Virgin Mary from someone, even if i know and love you, i will strangle you because i am so not in the mood for the shit right now). so yeah...i know this is really long but i had to get it off of my chest and i couldn't think of a better way than this (and jessums, if you read this...i know you know most of this already but i really just needed to get it down on something so that later i can go back, read this, and say what an angry little woman i am...:)...) well, that's my rant and if you don't like it....tough cookies and you can go eat shit!!!