lazy summer

[little_gold_car]

I've been so lazy lately, I have barely been running, and I have not been lifting. Good to know that I spent $100 for a Cardinal membership and I don't even use it. Im going to really really try and make myself go today. There is about a month left before I go back to school and have to dive into track pre-season, I can still salvage my strength.

So its my day off, and there is of course nothing to do. I wanted to sleep in but I've been sleeping too much, and I had to wake up like every hour this morning to do something so sleeping in was not an option. I was hoping to vacuum mike's pool and then lay out and tan on a raft, but now its pouring rain and dark so that's no longer an option. Can you vacuum pools in the rain? I dont think so...

I still cant decide if I want to go back to school or not. I miss not having to cook my food, and I miss always being entertained by people around me. However I do not miss feeling like a social reject because I am smart and mature and nerdy. Like Ive said, my two best friends are here, so what do I have to go for? Plus now I dont want to leave my job..... I like the work world! Im definitely getting a job at school this year.

I feel like I have too many stored up ideas...I am in need of a deep conversation