Sep 27, 2005 01:49
I'm moved into the basment now. It's really nice, and I don't mind it at all (for now). I have a lot of building to do to turn it into a PERFECT space, but at least now it's live-able.
I need to fix my computer, because this one is ridiculously slow. So slow I couldn't even spell ridiculously correctly.
This, however, is the perfect time to be stuck with a slow computer (for me) because my website is down due to the hurricane ... or at least that's what I've been lead to believe ... so I can't update it anyway. I guess now is a time to draw and wait until I can share it all.
Sean is trying really hard (I noticed) to get me laid. Well, get US laid is more like it. I dunno, maybe I need that. It'll be a year coming up soon. But I dunno, I've tried so hard and failed so many times that I've just given up. I know thats a defeatest attitude, but I was never really the type of guy to "get laid" in the first place, I'm more of the type who "has sex with his girlfriend" ... I've just not had a girlfriend in a while. I can't say that I'm not a sexual person, cause that's not true at all! I'm damn good at sexing! It's just that girls don't often think of me in that light. This isn't a "Boo hoo, I'm the 'just friends' guy," type of comment that I have been known to make, it's just something I've come to know of as a fact. When I personally feel comfortable enough to want to be with a girl is usually PAST the point when she's already made the decision that we're just on a friends basis. So I guess I appreciate Sean just asking girls for me... Not that he's just ASKING random strangers straight out or anything, but ... well ... you have to be there I guess. I dunno, whatever happens happens. I'm sure I'll have sex again some day. And if Sean has something to do with it, at least he's tried harder than any of my other friends to see me relax a little and enjoy one of the finer points of life.
Uh ... usually I don't type this sort of frustration and thought process out on Live Journal ... well, I guess I did now. Sorry if I offended anyone.