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i should actually admit that the only reason i really write in here is to bitch and complain about my life. hoping that some of my friends will read it and respond. hoping my friends will help me through it or go through it with me.
that's probably why i haven't written in a long time. only because my life is so plain, so routined and although there is some stuff wrong, i am so routined that the small things just don't matter anymore.
works been great. my weekly pay cheque comes and goes and my truck is going great. my boyfriend is awesome, although we have our problems, in the end he's there and practically my best friend. we got a cat together ()yes i know im allergic) and named it Cadillac. We've had him for about a week and just realized he's not a girl lol.
i've decided that i want to go college, not really sure what i want yet. but i have two options. social worker/parole officer/physcoligist, or a technician of some kind. only because i like helping people giving advice and listening and a technician of something because i am good at hands on stuff.
my cell phone got cut off. only realized on sunday night and i thought i got stiffed for heathers and my date on sunday night. boy didnt i feel stupid when i got her message. no wonder no one called me sunday.
everyone has moved on and i feel so left behind. maybe i can figure out this mess and catch up to everyone. figure out what my life has in store for me.
that's probably why i haven't written in a long time. only because my life is so plain, so routined and although there is some stuff wrong, i am so routined that the small things just don't matter anymore.
works been great. my weekly pay cheque comes and goes and my truck is going great. my boyfriend is awesome, although we have our problems, in the end he's there and practically my best friend. we got a cat together ()yes i know im allergic) and named it Cadillac. We've had him for about a week and just realized he's not a girl lol.
i've decided that i want to go college, not really sure what i want yet. but i have two options. social worker/parole officer/physcoligist, or a technician of some kind. only because i like helping people giving advice and listening and a technician of something because i am good at hands on stuff.
my cell phone got cut off. only realized on sunday night and i thought i got stiffed for heathers and my date on sunday night. boy didnt i feel stupid when i got her message. no wonder no one called me sunday.
everyone has moved on and i feel so left behind. maybe i can figure out this mess and catch up to everyone. figure out what my life has in store for me.