update on my life.
i haven't had much of an excuse to write anything lately because things have been up and down....
So many things have happened i just want to spill my beans about everything but I don't know how much if it you guys actually want to hear.
I've lost someone, so great to me.... I feel like I just don't exist to him anymore, like im not important... So i had to let go, i had to let go of someone great....
But in the meantime, I accidently met someone who actually wants to be with me. He's calls me his princess, his angel, his everything... He's never met anyone like me, who shows interest in who he is, what he's about. I like him so much it hurts, but everything has happened so fast i don't know what to do. I don't know how to handle the situation. I've spent 2 full days with him, and I can't get enough, enough of his smile, his heart pounding next to mine.. his trembling hands sliding along my stomach, the way he looks at me.. just like a little boy in a huge candy store... He's so cute and adorable, he asked me to be his girlfriend and i said i'd think about it.....I don't know enough about him to say yes, but my heart is jumping out of my throat and answering the questions for me....this has never happened to me before...
I got a job, in square one, at Bluenotes... my first day was yesterday, it was a lot of fun... not making much but what can ya do. I can't complain, everyone is nice and happy...
I also got my contract for camp... Maintenance again, I don't know if I want to work there again or not... But a decision is needed... Any suggestions?
So many things have happened i just want to spill my beans about everything but I don't know how much if it you guys actually want to hear.
I've lost someone, so great to me.... I feel like I just don't exist to him anymore, like im not important... So i had to let go, i had to let go of someone great....
But in the meantime, I accidently met someone who actually wants to be with me. He's calls me his princess, his angel, his everything... He's never met anyone like me, who shows interest in who he is, what he's about. I like him so much it hurts, but everything has happened so fast i don't know what to do. I don't know how to handle the situation. I've spent 2 full days with him, and I can't get enough, enough of his smile, his heart pounding next to mine.. his trembling hands sliding along my stomach, the way he looks at me.. just like a little boy in a huge candy store... He's so cute and adorable, he asked me to be his girlfriend and i said i'd think about it.....I don't know enough about him to say yes, but my heart is jumping out of my throat and answering the questions for me....this has never happened to me before...
I got a job, in square one, at Bluenotes... my first day was yesterday, it was a lot of fun... not making much but what can ya do. I can't complain, everyone is nice and happy...
I also got my contract for camp... Maintenance again, I don't know if I want to work there again or not... But a decision is needed... Any suggestions?