WEEKEND
I had a pretty great weekend. with my extended family and one of the coolest guys i have ever met.
friday was pretty eventful, with a phone call from claudio. i felt so stupid, when i found out he didn't call me for a good reason. i've never actually had a great guy, who actually likes me for me, and who isn't obligated to hang out with me. guys usually say they will call and never do.. THATS RIGHT STINA HE CALLS!! haha. anyways, we decided to hang out, and i had such a great time. he's so much fun... i think that most guys are embarassed to be in public with mee, but he isn't... again there goes the confidence. anyways, he's fanfuckingtastic and i hope he never leaves....(leaves as in, if we decide not to date anymore..i hope we stay friends, he's teaching me so much (confidence thingy). that's why i don't want him to leave)
saturday i drove up to camp and had a pretty good day, i was acting like such a bitch though... i hope no one got mad at me. investiture was pretty cool, i think the first years had a good time. i sure did, planning it that is...i got to visit kevin and the baby (tristen alicia) and alicia of course. the baby is so incredibly cute its not even funnie.. the baby has so much hair though omgosh. Lynns baby girl (Maya) doesn't have any hair yet and she's 5 1/2 months old. anyways it was great. later on, sarah, runt and i went to get wood and set up for the investiture, we went to kevins to get some wood and omgosh, i got my car stuck trying to turn the damn thing around. haha, thanks for pushing guys. it was so funny. i got to see james and i had a really great talk with sarah and ewa. we got to reminising about HSR. fuck i don't know if i can handle not going back. its going to kill me.
this morning, we woke up.. packed up our shit and packed up the car. tyler and annie and myself. we left alittle early because my mom wanted me home. my grandma is sick too, so i might go over there later and see if she's okay.
i did some thinking this morning, about my life. thinking about where its going, and i get the feeling like i have to have my life planned before it really starts after going through hell in highschool. Life is great and fantastic, but the working world and the REAL world, won't start until im done highschool... and i want plans and goals.. but i don't know where to start. right now i am only at the point where i want to work after highschool and earn some money for college. is that enough?
i was reading stinas journal before i decided to update and since most of you don't know her and can't read it... the one, most perfect line that i hope sticks in my head so i become more confidence and positive about shit is:
You'll never live life, if you are too busy hating it
thanks stina, i'll stick to it...
friday was pretty eventful, with a phone call from claudio. i felt so stupid, when i found out he didn't call me for a good reason. i've never actually had a great guy, who actually likes me for me, and who isn't obligated to hang out with me. guys usually say they will call and never do.. THATS RIGHT STINA HE CALLS!! haha. anyways, we decided to hang out, and i had such a great time. he's so much fun... i think that most guys are embarassed to be in public with mee, but he isn't... again there goes the confidence. anyways, he's fanfuckingtastic and i hope he never leaves....(leaves as in, if we decide not to date anymore..i hope we stay friends, he's teaching me so much (confidence thingy). that's why i don't want him to leave)
saturday i drove up to camp and had a pretty good day, i was acting like such a bitch though... i hope no one got mad at me. investiture was pretty cool, i think the first years had a good time. i sure did, planning it that is...i got to visit kevin and the baby (tristen alicia) and alicia of course. the baby is so incredibly cute its not even funnie.. the baby has so much hair though omgosh. Lynns baby girl (Maya) doesn't have any hair yet and she's 5 1/2 months old. anyways it was great. later on, sarah, runt and i went to get wood and set up for the investiture, we went to kevins to get some wood and omgosh, i got my car stuck trying to turn the damn thing around. haha, thanks for pushing guys. it was so funny. i got to see james and i had a really great talk with sarah and ewa. we got to reminising about HSR. fuck i don't know if i can handle not going back. its going to kill me.
this morning, we woke up.. packed up our shit and packed up the car. tyler and annie and myself. we left alittle early because my mom wanted me home. my grandma is sick too, so i might go over there later and see if she's okay.
i did some thinking this morning, about my life. thinking about where its going, and i get the feeling like i have to have my life planned before it really starts after going through hell in highschool. Life is great and fantastic, but the working world and the REAL world, won't start until im done highschool... and i want plans and goals.. but i don't know where to start. right now i am only at the point where i want to work after highschool and earn some money for college. is that enough?
i was reading stinas journal before i decided to update and since most of you don't know her and can't read it... the one, most perfect line that i hope sticks in my head so i become more confidence and positive about shit is:
You'll never live life, if you are too busy hating it
thanks stina, i'll stick to it...