Hair today - gone fucked up.
This sort of follows on from my last entry where i was showing off my hair. I'm now doing the opposite. I don't know what made me do this... maybe i've just been smoking too much. It seemed like a really good idea until i was about half way through but it was way past the point of no return. I cannot describe to you just how weird this is. I've had long hair for ages and often fantasized about having short or no hair but i never took it further than that - until now! - ! ... I'm finding it hard to think of what to say because i'm not used to it yet and it will probably take me a while to get used to it.
Some observations about my head:
1. It feels very weird and fuzzy, i tried shaving it as close as i can but i can still feel the stubble. It's not like beard stubble, it's subtle soft stubble. I can't stop touching it.
2. It looks really huge... I already knew i had a big head but it seems disproportionately big. I don't think it really is too big but this is how it looks to me at the moment. It's similar to the last time i shaved my beard off, it made my face look fatter. Maybe hair just make things look smaller.
3. It's lumpy. I never imagined it would be this lumpy. I don't think you can really see this in the picture.
It hasn't showed up very well in the picture but that's a clump of my hair i'm holding up.
Why did I do it? Good question. Maybe it's because i've been thinking about buddhism, or listening to too much boo radleys and richard o'brien. It was probably all of these things and many more but really I did it because I just felt like it. It interests me. I'm not sure if i actually like it but i can't say i'm that bothered. It will grow back. I find it a bit exciting a bit scary and rather funny. I'm not that bothered about what happens to my hair because it will only be temporary. This is why I let hairdressers do whatever they like when cutting my hair. My mum said she liked it, my brother laughed, and i think my dad just thinks i'm a weirdo. What do you think?
Looks like I won't be doing any hair modelling for a while.
Some observations about my head:
1. It feels very weird and fuzzy, i tried shaving it as close as i can but i can still feel the stubble. It's not like beard stubble, it's subtle soft stubble. I can't stop touching it.
2. It looks really huge... I already knew i had a big head but it seems disproportionately big. I don't think it really is too big but this is how it looks to me at the moment. It's similar to the last time i shaved my beard off, it made my face look fatter. Maybe hair just make things look smaller.
3. It's lumpy. I never imagined it would be this lumpy. I don't think you can really see this in the picture.
It hasn't showed up very well in the picture but that's a clump of my hair i'm holding up.
Why did I do it? Good question. Maybe it's because i've been thinking about buddhism, or listening to too much boo radleys and richard o'brien. It was probably all of these things and many more but really I did it because I just felt like it. It interests me. I'm not sure if i actually like it but i can't say i'm that bothered. It will grow back. I find it a bit exciting a bit scary and rather funny. I'm not that bothered about what happens to my hair because it will only be temporary. This is why I let hairdressers do whatever they like when cutting my hair. My mum said she liked it, my brother laughed, and i think my dad just thinks i'm a weirdo. What do you think?
Looks like I won't be doing any hair modelling for a while.