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so today is sunday. fathers day. last night was the party. it was one of the funnest nights ive had so far this summer. me, danielle, greg, aimee, dan, an andrew had so much fun. we were some of the only teenagers. besides stalker aaron and his brother whos the biggest wallflower. its funny. but we were dancing liek crazy. and greg is the wildest 25 year old i think i know. hes so effing funny. n he decides to have a bigass mosh pit in the middle of 'wonderful world' (a slow song) while all these old fogeys are dancing. so we all go out in the middle nice and quiet. then just blow all out and have a big mosh pit. silly kiddos. it was a fun night tho. and me and aimee had a bazillion shirley temples. and she finally got zero'ed in by stalker and he asked her to go out into the hallway b/c the 'music was to loud'. asked her for her number. danced with her a lot. wouldnt leave her alone. and keep in mind, they are FIRST cousins. EEEEEW. dusgust. haha. it was entertaining though. so yeah. we didnt get home till about...1'15 in the morning. greg thought i was drunk. hahah. b/c i was just really high on sugar i guess. but it was a good time. oh so we get home, to find our report cards. to find i failed algebra for the year. to find my mom screaming in my face saying i have to go to summer school. =( i could just die right now. i have everythinggggg thats happeneing. all my plans have been falling thru. my summer's basically sucked . i havent done a thing b/c people just non stop bail on me. and now my summers effed over by school. i hate it. i eff up everything i do. rawr. buttt. i found out. its in willingboro. and it costs money. and if i want i can just re-take algebra 1 next year. so maybe the whole 'money cost and willingboro ' deal will chnage my moms mind into letting me re-take it next year. b/c i have a summer job. that i really love. that i do every summer. and i need money. and i love the kids. there so cute. and i just. love 2 months without school work, ya know? why did i have to fuck myself over? gosh. i hate myself.
yeah. im at my dads for fathers day right now. i came this morning. around 11;45. we went out to lunch to mexican place. thne to the cemetary. now were back. my brothers have to stay for the week. but i dont b/c i have work. for a week. untill summmmer school starts. unless i change my moms mind. oh god pleaseeeeee change her freaking mind. blah. blah blah blah.
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yeah. im at my dads for fathers day right now. i came this morning. around 11;45. we went out to lunch to mexican place. thne to the cemetary. now were back. my brothers have to stay for the week. but i dont b/c i have work. for a week. untill summmmer school starts. unless i change my moms mind. oh god pleaseeeeee change her freaking mind. blah. blah blah blah.
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