the "new" violent Shannon?
This started as a response to something from Chun's big post. But then I thought it might give others some insight, so here it is:
I really, really don't think I'm more aggressive than I was in highschool. If anything, I'm just more OPEN about it. I stopped giving a shit if people I don't like know what I actually think of them. If they, or if anyone, finds out that I want to kick the shit outta them, then good. I bit my tounge all through highschool when there was lots of shit I should have said to lots of people and I truly regret not standing up for myself when I should have.
Chun, if I seemed different than when I hung around with you and Peter and Mike and stuff, it's cuz I couldn't express many of my emotions without Peter getting mad at me. (this started a ways into our relationship) He didn't like my funny, angry rants or whatever, he'd yell at me for being "wreckless" or some other stupid buzzword. (who the fuck knows what he really thinks? I sure as Hell don't.) Maybe that's the Shannon you've gotten used too over the past couple years?
...whoa this is getting too long and I have to go back to work! I dunno if that clears things up or not...
I really, really don't think I'm more aggressive than I was in highschool. If anything, I'm just more OPEN about it. I stopped giving a shit if people I don't like know what I actually think of them. If they, or if anyone, finds out that I want to kick the shit outta them, then good. I bit my tounge all through highschool when there was lots of shit I should have said to lots of people and I truly regret not standing up for myself when I should have.
Chun, if I seemed different than when I hung around with you and Peter and Mike and stuff, it's cuz I couldn't express many of my emotions without Peter getting mad at me. (this started a ways into our relationship) He didn't like my funny, angry rants or whatever, he'd yell at me for being "wreckless" or some other stupid buzzword. (who the fuck knows what he really thinks? I sure as Hell don't.) Maybe that's the Shannon you've gotten used too over the past couple years?
...whoa this is getting too long and I have to go back to work! I dunno if that clears things up or not...